♥Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Should I always be in the sad direction?

All I know last night something would happened.....these is what my senses tells me.......I know how it feels to loss a friend.....so i`m going to pridict how my grandfather`s expression was like this morning.......

My other grandmother from my father`s side(means dad`s mum) called about 1.35 in the morning......I was shocked when I heard the phone ringing in the morning....so I woke up and straight away when to my parent`s room to asked what happened.....so my mum did explained to me everything......so i went back asleep again and woke up about 5.30 just to get ready for school.......but to me it was like a nightmare.....I didn`t know I woke up and asked my mum what had had happened.....maybe I was just half asleep that`s why.....

So around 6.30 my mum told my other grandfather(means mum`s dad) about what had happened......I could tell his eyes of sadness.....and quite shocked......I know that he was crying somewhere but I don`t know where.....I just can`t believe it....It was like remembering Akmal losing a friend but in a different way....now I`m just don`t know what to do....I just want to help my grandfather but how......look my other grandfather(means dad`s dad) has lose alot of people his brothers,his friends and relative but I know he didn`t lose anything that was his family.....

Sometimes I just don`t want my two grandfather to go just like that....I know that they are getting old and less active so now I have just got to pray for them....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:50 PM]

Missing you all day long


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Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
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