♥Friday, August 29, 2008

Hey things in the classroom have been so well now all I wish I could do is smile forever....and the memories treasure me.....Me,Claire,Racheal,Letitia,Regine and Pricilla...
There is me,Rachel,Sammi,Denise,Regine,Claire and Letitia.....

Yes...I do look fat in the picture....but anyway I want to thank Jade for taking the picture and sending it to me.....I sure have fun taking the pictures....
I would try to upload more pictures....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:45 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥Friday, August 22, 2008

Am I really in love?

Wait....I`m young okay....it`s not love....it`s just a silly crush that girls experience when they are going true pruberty......Matthew Ng......Okay....He is a guy from tuiton....I only find him cute okay.....Hey i`m not like those type of gatal girls....okay.....

Hey....so bad leh.....Teacher Ben thinks that I like this guy so much.....hello? Just friends okay not lovers......Even adults now a days does not know the meaning of like,love and friends.....

Hey i`m have troubling myself to spell words by words....like for example "add" i spell it as "ade".....see these is not my day....hello.......The first time I met Matthew.....actually I didn`t met him......but Nurul helped me along the way...it was during tuition okay.....He was siting on the sofa while I was siting on the main table.....so Nurul told me that teacher Ben asked him why is he staring at the both of us.....Then okay......I also don`t want to know....

Hello? Again? It was like a few years ago....how can you expect me to remember all those silly stuffs.....hey I can`t....okay......I`m a person that Teacher Ben calls me Gila.....and make alot of noise....but sometimes I can be serious okay....I think being like these is the most thing I hate the most.....

Reflection time.....next time I tell you all okay...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:51 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥Sunday, August 17, 2008

I hear her again.....

I hear her again......but I didn`t know what exactly was she whispering to my ears.....I don`t seem to care about her.....I even don`t evene want to be friends with her again.....

I sacrifise myself not to friend her because for the sake of my classmate....I know they love me and I also love them(as a friend)......It`s the most scariest time for being a friend to a very depressed imaginary friend...

I knoe my mum and some of my friends are proud of me because I loss her friendship with her.....I must also try to be happy and not be so depressed and feel angry about myself.....I also don`t want to hate myself again.....

Now I know that everyone loves me......They can call me weird but they will always be my friend.....I also don`t want to hurt myself.....again...promised...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:55 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥Saturday, August 16, 2008

Why?

Hey guys.....To tell you honest I broke my friendship with my imaginary friend because I had already told her that she is not good to be my friend and my mum ask me to stay away from her.....

Then why can you guys see a ghost.....hey gurls maybe it`s just your illusion....illusion are things not meant to be real.....hmmm....if you just keep on praying everyday....maybe you don`t see that thing anymore....plus you must not keep your self depressed okay....and don`t hurt yourself.....a prayer will keep that thing away...

So that`s okay...maybe the black ball that Denise saw might be a black bird.....like some type of crow? Okay i`m not good at recognizing birds at all....And the paper was thrown by a student above our class....

So don`t take it so seriously okay.....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:50 AM]

Missing you all day long


♥Friday, August 15, 2008

I can`t wait any longer....Hey....You guys don`t know.....okay Twilight the movie is coming.....Yipee...here picture.....Nice Right....
Wait I got some good news....I have just loss an imaginary friend....Zie.....Okay....Why I tell you why in the next update....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:17 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥Sunday, August 10, 2008

I have alot of things that I hate about myself.......I really don`t care about it now but it is really very painful to say it......

I hate whenever things are not right.....the gossips from my class which it`s untrue.......i`m a nerd.....okay.......Everytime when my grandfather talks that everyone is going to die one day.......

I hate it okay.....I know that everyone is going to grow old and die one day....but it`s the thing that I`m not ready to accept it yet......I sometimes always say that I`m always useless and such a nobody.....that`s what the inner of me is telling but I know it is always my fault to believe in the inner side of me........

I always like revenge okay because I know it sweet......Hello take the fact okay.....I`m empty right now......For me now Love Is just an ILLUSION.......I don`t quite believe in love because love will always gone straight away....

I know my best friend,Nurul said this to me.....Everyone gets crushes.....Even I do get crushes.A girl who doesn`t have crushes is either shes mad or she has no feelings....so it`s normal......

I don`t exactly know what happen to me today......I`m just upet or something.....no one really knows except god.....he is the only one who knows......It`s not just my day today.......Kinda sad......

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:11 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥Saturday, August 2, 2008

This a song dedication for you.......It`s called Sempurna....I give you the malay lyrics and then the english transalation.....

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku
Akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku
Kukan selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu manghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku

Oh sayangku kau begitu...
Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku...
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata
Dan hapuskan semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu manghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku

Oh sayangku kau begitu...
Sempurna...
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku kau begitu...
Sempurna...Sempurna...Sempurna...
lyrics from ALLYRICS.NET

Translation

Perfect

You are so perfect
In my eyes,you are so fine
You make me
Always admire you

Every step I take
I would always remember you
I can`t just imagine
Life without love

Don`t you leave me
I don`t want to face again
Only with you I can

You`re always in my blood
You`re always in my heart
You`re alwyas in my life,endue me

Oh love you`re like that
Perfect

You hold my hand
Everytime I`m weak and fall
You will whisper me words
And erase all the regret

Don`t you leave me
Don`t let me face all
I`m only with you,I can

You`re in my blood
You`re in my heart
You`re in my life,endue me

Oh love is like that
Perfect....Perfect...Perfect

It took me at least 20 mins. to translate okay.....I dedicate to the love you had for me from my peers,my parents and from god and his prophets....It`s just a special song that make me love the things I do....and appreciate me....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[12:17 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
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♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


♥*TOOTS*

Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


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♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



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Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



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