Hey things in the classroom have been so well now all I wish I could do is smile forever....and the memories treasure me.....Me,Claire,Racheal,Letitia,Regine and Pricilla...
There is me,Rachel,Sammi,Denise,Regine,Claire and Letitia.....
Yes...I do look fat in the picture....but anyway I want to thank Jade for taking the picture and sending it to me.....I sure have fun taking the pictures....
I would try to upload more pictures....
LOVE, Zarifah
[9:45 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Friday, August 22, 2008
Am I really in love?
Wait....I`m young okay....it`s not love....it`s just a silly crush that girls experience when they are going true pruberty......Matthew Ng......Okay....He is a guy from tuiton....I only find him cute okay.....Hey i`m not like those type of gatal girls....okay.....
Hey....so bad leh.....Teacher Ben thinks that I like this guy so much.....hello? Just friends okay not lovers......Even adults now a days does not know the meaning of like,love and friends.....
Hey i`m have troubling myself to spell words by words....like for example "add" i spell it as "ade".....see these is not my day....hello.......The first time I met Matthew.....actually I didn`t met him......but Nurul helped me along the way...it was during tuition okay.....He was siting on the sofa while I was siting on the main table.....so Nurul told me that teacher Ben asked him why is he staring at the both of us.....Then okay......I also don`t want to know....
Hello? Again? It was like a few years ago....how can you expect me to remember all those silly stuffs.....hey I can`t....okay......I`m a person that Teacher Ben calls me Gila.....and make alot of noise....but sometimes I can be serious okay....I think being like these is the most thing I hate the most.....
Reflection time.....next time I tell you all okay...
LOVE, Zarifah
[8:51 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, August 17, 2008
I hear her again.....
I hear her again......but I didn`t know what exactly was she whispering to my ears.....I don`t seem to care about her.....I even don`t evene want to be friends with her again.....
I sacrifise myself not to friend her because for the sake of my classmate....I know they love me and I also love them(as a friend)......It`s the most scariest time for being a friend to a very depressed imaginary friend...
I knoe my mum and some of my friends are proud of me because I loss her friendship with her.....I must also try to be happy and not be so depressed and feel angry about myself.....I also don`t want to hate myself again.....
Now I know that everyone loves me......They can call me weird but they will always be my friend.....I also don`t want to hurt myself.....again...promised...
LOVE, Zarifah
[5:55 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Saturday, August 16, 2008
Why?
Hey guys.....To tell you honest I broke my friendship with my imaginary friend because I had already told her that she is not good to be my friend and my mum ask me to stay away from her.....
Then why can you guys see a ghost.....hey gurls maybe it`s just your illusion....illusion are things not meant to be real.....hmmm....if you just keep on praying everyday....maybe you don`t see that thing anymore....plus you must not keep your self depressed okay....and don`t hurt yourself.....a prayer will keep that thing away...
So that`s okay...maybe the black ball that Denise saw might be a black bird.....like some type of crow? Okay i`m not good at recognizing birds at all....And the paper was thrown by a student above our class....
So don`t take it so seriously okay.....
LOVE, Zarifah
[7:50 AM]
Missing you all day long
♥Friday, August 15, 2008
I can`t wait any longer....Hey....You guys don`t know.....okay Twilight the movie is coming.....Yipee...here picture.....Nice Right....
Wait I got some good news....I have just loss an imaginary friend....Zie.....Okay....Why I tell you why in the next update....
LOVE, Zarifah
[7:17 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, August 10, 2008
I have alot of things that I hate about myself.......I really don`t care about it now but it is really very painful to say it......
I hate whenever things are not right.....the gossips from my class which it`s untrue.......i`m a nerd.....okay.......Everytime when my grandfather talks that everyone is going to die one day.......
I hate it okay.....I know that everyone is going to grow old and die one day....but it`s the thing that I`m not ready to accept it yet......I sometimes always say that I`m always useless and such a nobody.....that`s what the inner of me is telling but I know it is always my fault to believe in the inner side of me........
I always like revenge okay because I know it sweet......Hello take the fact okay.....I`m empty right now......For me now Love Is just an ILLUSION.......I don`t quite believe in love because love will always gone straight away....
I know my best friend,Nurul said this to me.....Everyone gets crushes.....Even I do get crushes.A girl who doesn`t have crushes is either shes mad or she has no feelings....so it`s normal......
I don`t exactly know what happen to me today......I`m just upet or something.....no one really knows except god.....he is the only one who knows......It`s not just my day today.......Kinda sad......
LOVE, Zarifah
[5:11 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Saturday, August 2, 2008
This a song dedication for you.......It`s called Sempurna....I give you the malay lyrics and then the english transalation.....
Sempurna
Kau begitu sempurna Di mataku kau begitu indah Kau membuat diriku Akan selalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku Kukan selalu memikirkan dirimu Tak bisa ku bayangkan Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku Takkan mampu manghadapi semua Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku Kau adalah jantungku Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku kau begitu... Sempurna...
Kau genggam tanganku... Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan kata Dan hapuskan semua sesalku
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku Takkan mampu manghadapi semua Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku Kau adalah jantungku Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku kau begitu... Sempurna... Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku Oh sayangku kau begitu... Sempurna...Sempurna...Sempurna... lyrics from ALLYRICS.NET
Translation
Perfect
You are so perfect In my eyes,you are so fine You make me Always admire you
Every step I take I would always remember you I can`t just imagine Life without love
Don`t you leave me I don`t want to face again Only with you I can
You`re always in my blood You`re always in my heart You`re alwyas in my life,endue me
Oh love you`re like that Perfect
You hold my hand Everytime I`m weak and fall You will whisper me words And erase all the regret
Don`t you leave me Don`t let me face all I`m only with you,I can
You`re in my blood You`re in my heart You`re in my life,endue me
Oh love is like that Perfect....Perfect...Perfect
It took me at least 20 mins. to translate okay.....I dedicate to the love you had for me from my peers,my parents and from god and his prophets....It`s just a special song that make me love the things I do....and appreciate me....
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Me,Claire,Racheal,Letitia,Regine and Pricilla...
There is me,Rachel,Sammi,Denise,Regine,Claire and Letitia.....
.....Nice Right....
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
