♥Sunday, August 10, 2008

I have alot of things that I hate about myself.......I really don`t care about it now but it is really very painful to say it......

I hate whenever things are not right.....the gossips from my class which it`s untrue.......i`m a nerd.....okay.......Everytime when my grandfather talks that everyone is going to die one day.......

I hate it okay.....I know that everyone is going to grow old and die one day....but it`s the thing that I`m not ready to accept it yet......I sometimes always say that I`m always useless and such a nobody.....that`s what the inner of me is telling but I know it is always my fault to believe in the inner side of me........

I always like revenge okay because I know it sweet......Hello take the fact okay.....I`m empty right now......For me now Love Is just an ILLUSION.......I don`t quite believe in love because love will always gone straight away....

I know my best friend,Nurul said this to me.....Everyone gets crushes.....Even I do get crushes.A girl who doesn`t have crushes is either shes mad or she has no feelings....so it`s normal......

I don`t exactly know what happen to me today......I`m just upet or something.....no one really knows except god.....he is the only one who knows......It`s not just my day today.......Kinda sad......

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:11 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
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♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


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Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


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♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



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Zarifah's other blog
2/2 '09♥
SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



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  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.