Hey I have like higher risk to go for surgery.....and I`m scared okay......The people who are supporting are my friends,Nurul,my family......I`m scared.......I feel like crying but i`m a big girl...for what I cry......
I know my eye looks weird but I know when I go for surgery....who would watch me.....Those surgeons...who will be fixing.......I know surgeons do make mistakes.....I don`t want to be half blind like those television series people who has only one eye.......
The song dedication is a next time I promised.....but i`m scared okay....just for a surgery........I blame myself not going to the doctor early......my medicine is about to finished......I really hope that the medicine really works.........
I can cry now but how......I know it`s really complicated......How I wish when my mum should listen to me that I need to go to the doctor before that........I really can`t blame her of course.....I rather do what now....just sit and cry or nothing and think that everything gonna be okay......I don`t want to end up in a hospital.....because everyone is just gonna laugh at me because of the eye......
A note to my friends......
I`m sorry but to tell you all the truth,my eye thingy does not spread......if you don`t believe ask arh....your doctor.....It has nothing to do....It is not even a deadly or minor virus that spreads....Hello?
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
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♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
