BLOW ME AWAY

♥Friday, October 31, 2008

ok...i want to say sorry for my classmates...I`m not going for 1/2 class party....I do have a few reasons to that....

1)My grandmother is in the hospital because I got to visit her and take care of her......
2)I know the food is not gonna be halal as i`m the only muslim girl in the class.....
3)My parents are super strict and I really got to accept the fact that they are strict because they love me...
4)I can`t stay that long until 10 p.m....because that would worry my parents....
5) How am I going to pray if I go for the party.....I need to pray at least 5 times a day

Yupe this are few of it...I want to say sorry for the one organising this particular event......

Of all the reasons the most important one is I really need to take care of my grandmother who is in the hospital.....

Why?

She can`t walk as she has fractured her leg badly and has just finished her operation....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:15 PM]

Missing you all day long

I have another dedication which it`s from Christina Aguilera,Beautiful......

Everyday is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain,
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down,
oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness,
The pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone,
Ain't that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, no, no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring you down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
(yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
(and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always, always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful,
No matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down...
Mmm, today

Ya...the reason I choose this song because of the meaning.....Ya i give you an example Nurul,my best friend....I got to admit it la she`s beautiful in her own way....Like Regine,Letitia,Merrisa....and many more....actually everyone is beautiful...hahaha...I know it`s kinda lame when I said that.....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:51 PM]

Missing you all day long

This a song dediation to the person whom I missed the most.....yupe yupe.....who knows it could be you but I would not tell whom the person is and this is for my friends.....miss you guys!Hope we will be in the same class next year......

Still dreaming by Silverstein

2 a.m., I lie down deep in slumber.
Feelings are falling downward.
I want to forget.
Waking up, I hear the way your voice sounds.
My heart starts to pound, now...
To the rhythm of yours.
You're so angelic.
Your words so symphonic.
Touch your lips to my soul, eat this sorrow away.
How am I so lucky, I found you?

Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming.
It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind.
This is how we stay so connected,
so connectedover space and time

When we talk about all my old drama,
You look at me and wonder how I'm not insane.
Every week the days seem to get longer.
But you know our love gets stronger with every word we say. Stronger every day.
You know I would do anything for you.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming.
It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind.
This is how we stay so connected,
so connectedover space and time.

If you are feeling down, you know I feel it, now.
We give each other strength to make it through the darkness.
You take me to a place I never want to leave.
I'm in my deepest dream, I don't ever want to wake up.
I'll fight till I die, I won't say goodbye,
and I won't let this pass me by.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm still dreaming.
It seems like everyday, you're always on my mind.
This is how we stay so connected,
so connectedover space and time.

Let's run away, run away, run away now.
Let's go away, go away to some place safe.
I want it all, now I want everything.

This is how we stay so connected, so connectedover space and time.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:02 AM]

Missing you all day long

Ok it has been a long time since i have not given a song dedication....ok what song....the Katy Perry song was a piece of *toot* ok...never expect to give....since someone typed in my tagboard as someone and thought it was brother`s friend.....

So that one was a piece that should not be dedicated to all the boys....Ok the singer it self i felt sorry for saying it`s a *toot* but it`s not...the person I accidentally dedicated for make me feel like a * toot*......

Ok finally found a song.....YIPEE! Still dreaming by Silverstein

OK....it will be the next post

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:56 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ya...i forgotten about the pictures about be yourself day...sorry....hahaha...so stupid of me....BE yourself day was like last week the last 2 day of school here...

The white board which now turns into a creepy one....decorated wuth webs and spider....

it`s the same here....

haha....Nurul thought our class theme was twilight...hahaha...It was haunted doll house....

OK....it seems there are too much picture.....I will give a description of how it looks like....the doll house was stick with broken barbie doll pieces....the floor was covered eith different cloth and was thrown around with red roses....

Ya in the end my class won.....hahaha....but to me it really looks scary inside....

Happy belated Halloween

LOVE,
Zarifah

[11:46 AM]

Missing you all day long

So today I went to the movies with Letitia and Claire......Ya we watched HSM3......The show was quite okay compared to the previous two shows.....High School Musical 3: Senior Year.....Yupe I like some parts of it....like the starting and when Grabielle came back for the Wildcats.....

Life was so boring without Nurul.....I will usually go out with her and will have so much fun....Especially when I could not concentrate what was going on the movie....I had a terrible headache and the person behind was talking....You know how irritating isit....Like duh.....In the movie we are supposed to be very quite....the person behind us kick our chair,sing,laugh cough and etc.....

I really wanted NUrul to come...because at least I would have someone to talk to...yupe...but Claire don`t know who is Nurul...Nurul and I have planned to watch Twilight together and planning to bring along Sufi......

Sufi is a sweet girl whom I made friends during cca...she is also one of my besties just like Nurul....But Nurul would always be my number 1 besties.....

As a friend,I love the two of them(as a friend).....I do care about them and I really don`t want to regret it......like last time in some school......I really don`t want to betray them...I just my friendship to last longer....like BFFL

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:15 PM]

Missing you all day long

The right thing is a must

Ok....To these girls I really want to apologise because I know that you must really learnt a lesson.:
Shahirah(1/1)
Sabrina(1/1)
And the others that I remember the faces but not the name....okay mostly all the malay girls from 1/1....because you really did the wrong thing at Discovery Centre....and has ever the teacher ever told you that there are certain limits of shame....You want to know the real story I will tell you....

OK....just now at the DIscovery Centre....I almost went deaf after hearing quarrelling among two school....One of the school is of course my school and another school that I should not be named....If you were really there,you could hear the shoutings among these two groups of student.....I was mostly asked of my multi-racial friends who I was grouping with Racheal,Claire,Li Feng,Rasmi and Letitia....They kept on asking me what were the two groups of malay students talking about.....So I told them they were saying more vagularity words.....

I almost really went deaf...I`m now having a big headache.....thanks to them(the two groups of course).....The moment I was there I felt like shouting at them to keep their mouth shuts...but I really knew that I would also caused the trouble....

What I really did was I just told the teacher....It`s the right thing to do okay....once I really reached a certain limit,I must tell okay....

If I knew that the students of St Antony`s Cannosian were like these...for what I should be here at the first place.....I know that the malay girls of 1/1 would not like me and I don`t care....I just want my school to be an example that other school could follow

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:16 PM]

Missing you all day long

I tell you why....guys this dedication song hot n cold from KAty Perry goes to you....

Cause you`re always hot when you`re cold...that`s all and you make long decision that make me or other girls keep on waiting okay...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:03 PM]

Missing you all day long

next post on this song

LOVE,
Zarifah

[2:56 PM]

Missing you all day long

Here are some pictures after the bowling....

Letitia and Claire

Sammi and me

Letitia and Claire again..tongue`s out

Regine`s picture taken by Letitia

nice one....hahaha

Once again...the two of them

Yay...Finally it`s me and Letitia

The three angels...hahaha...lol...ME,Letitia and Claire

Ok...that`s all

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:50 PM]

Missing you all day long

The photo would be the next post....sorry for the in considerate

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:55 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok...i am going to show you the most irritating thing of my entire life.....since exams are over....

ok this is one....when i`m depressed over things.....

People who things i`m in the wrong.....sigh...Like lying....never lie before...ok at least once

new-bies singers who thing they are good like,Aliff Aziz...trust me you should hear him sing....No comments

spoilers spoiling the pictures like this guys

Lastly the top is.....

Ok seriously I find these two more irritating....I try to control myself from any injuries and fights.....Left is Aeron and on the right is Matthew...sorry you would not be able to see their face for safety reasons

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:15 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok here are the pictures....ok there is alot of difference.....first I`m fat and secondly I look unglam....hahaha....

Okay this are my family....

My father`s side.....

Ok my mum`s side....I know I was blocked

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:51 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok....that`s true.....this year hari raya picture will be out the next post........I promise.....
I looked rather fat ok.....so no complains.....I only do accept compliment.....

Ok next one is I will write another summary of the twilight series for my uncle to read.....sorry Jade and those twilight series fans........I owe you one.....but I really promised my uncle that I will post.....

Ok....good night

Zaf

LOVE,
Zarifah

[11:22 PM]

Missing you all day long

Kidnap my Heart

Hey girl, whats your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine
got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight
never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart make
my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
ain't very far not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought
it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:31 PM]

Missing you all day long

YAy....tomorrow hari raya......It`s now about about 12.08 am.....and i still insists to write....hahaha......

OK.....I have just finished cleaning the whole house......ok my family started about 5.30 and just ended finish.....I`m so tired right now that all I could think of is going out.....ahh....after hari raya got exam no not fair......

I`m bored....leh....I hope this year`s hari raya is better than last year....here are some pictures of my last years celebration

Okay....this is a family picture of my mum`s side.....big happy family.....

ok....this picture another happy family from my father`s side........hey also got some good news.....I finally found my shoe to match my green colour kebaya......

Yayy....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[12:07 AM]

Missing you all day long