Thank God: 1.For making life happier 2.For making me not fall for the wrong person...whom is engage....and is every girls fantasy to marry him....not everyone... 3.It was just a stupid crush on Khairul Amri 4.I have the person to cheer me up...Thanks Abang Adi..you really cheer me up... 5.That I listen to my parents...everyday because I don`t want to end up like a nobody....who thinks she/he is cool and own the school/roads and the toilet....Yup I will talk about that maybe later...
I can`t stopped it because the more I looked at people playing soccer the more I want to play but I am the unfriendly type....I hate alot of noise....from whiney kids...hey but I just got to remember there`s a thousand more kids that are more whiner than them....
This past few days...I have not seen Aki at the pool...I wonder what has happen to him...I want to hear his voice when he`s talking to Akmal and just a little smile on his face could do.....I just wanna wish him..."Good Luck for your N level and hope you passed in flying colours"....
If I could hide something for a little longer there would not be any complications around.....I hate to see myself sad and heartbroken because of me....I just need Abang Adi,Abang Kamil or Aki to cheer me up.....abit of humour would be good....
A little prayer: O Allah
The gracious and powerful one....I thank you for teaching me the right path of life....I don`t want to end up like the minahs and mats which do sinful things....Please let my family stay strong and healthy.....Please brighten my day by teaching me the way to a better life...and bless my family including me....and forgive me for my wrong-doings....even sometimes I try not to repeat it....
Amin
LOVE, Zarifah
[10:54 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Monday, December 29, 2008
Yupe...please guess what I told my mum today?
Yupe I finally told her the truth that I have a crush with Aki...ya we were at Pizza Hut at Tampines Mall....I must try to be open to here not hide things from her....ok I know she`s like the last one to know..not exactly the last one....My dad has not knew yet....thanks to Akmal`s big mouth....and my big mouth
There are few things why I was not so opened to my family: 1.My grandfather,Atok Sukri was really serious about marrying as young as 16....if I never study hard and kept on failing my exams... 2.Atok Abbas will be so displeased to hear this...but thank god he can help me by improving my malay...and mathematics 3.My grandmother,Nek Puan will checked the boy`s family background...he has those things for minahs and mats...just like what she wanted to do with Namira.... 4.I did not want to be like my grandmother,Nek Bedah....she was married to granfather,Tok Sukri when she was 17...
Ya that`s why...Aki is 15....he`s studying in St Grabeel School....He comes to the condominum whenever he visits his three year old cousin,Fazdli....and he`s half indonesian...
That`s what I know and overheard him....sometimes...It`s like dejavu when I see him....I would run home and become insanely happy and excited...sometimes with the look of his face...He sometimes makes me smile because he has that responsibilty to take care of his little cousin....I don`t have that responsibilty how come.....
If I have the responsibility to take care of Amiee`s friends during her party....how come I can`t take care of my eleven year old brother...I really do wonder why...
LOVE, Zarifah
[9:46 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, December 28, 2008
The promised that I`m supposed to put....
firstly... Murphee picture Me and Khairul Amri picture.... better quality Me and Norfasarie...recently one...
Ok...everyone...this is Murphee...my so called new cat in the house....ok she talks like Queen and looks like her too except she has white socks....see on her paws are white socks...but Queen does not have like her and her breed is Snowshoe because of the white paws....Khairul Amri and me...better quality ....right...and don`t you dare say "oh,so close"...not even closed la.....you want close....right...rightfully I don`t have any close picture right now...Ya..this was when Khairul Amri was injured and was unfit to play against Vietnam....hahaha....my baju so big because I got no red baju then got to borrow my brothers one...When you look at Khairul Amri..he does not look professional but the way we looked at him on tv...he looks like those type of stars...
Ya...this was also the same day I met Khairul Amri.....ya we did trie to hide our dissapointment...You can see abit of teary in her and my eyes...ya now who cares.....
ok.....I think that`s all...I don`t want to write things about soccer or food..or Khairul Amri or Alam Shah...that have something to do of how they play soccer or telling everyone like"oh,Khairul Amri is so cute and he can play well...I want to play soccer with him one day....
For goddness sake...Zarifah...stopped day dreaming or in my dreams...this things would not happpen....because firstly...I do have a crush on Khairul Amri....and of course you can`t expect a person to like you back....And secondly...i really need someone to hold my other hand because I have been too excited and too frightened to go to school..
LOVE, Zarifah
[9:15 PM]
Missing you all day long
All of you can see that I have gained weight a little so.....I do have the picutres in a another computer...ya like the better quality`s of people I have took from the game....soccer game...Ya with Norfasarie and Khairul Amri...
Ya so far the food that I would reccomand you:
Fish & co.
Ya they have the greatest fish and chips...if you want the normal one it would be the The Best fish and chips in Town...If you would want the fish with cheese in it...It would be New York FIsh N Chips...this oulet is almost everywhere in Singapore and Malaysia...actually almost everywhere but Malaysia`s one is called Manhattan...
Pariaman Nasi Padang
Ok this is at Arab Street near The Sultan Mosque.....ok this restaurant has the best nasi padang but it`s hard to order because by 1.00pm...there will be no more food...as in like rendang,chicken....Ya....So i suggest you come around 10.30 am...because that is when it starts to get crowded.....they cooked the best food...beef rendang,bergedal...wnd many more....
Chicken BBQ..
You can find this at Korea..haha...in Ehub.....ya they sell the best fried chicken..but their chicken is not exactly oily....and it`s tasty...once my cousin,Amiee had their fish and their fish was so fresh..you could see the way they cook it....It`s not like other fish and chips...but i found it special..and their mushroom soup is very creamy and tasty...so you can taste it....
Ok now is where you can find interesting places during the holidays......
Airport Terminal 2....
They have a a very cute statues of mickey mouse and friends from the inside and outside of the airport....I think only terminal 2 has it....Ya they also have a bridge or a shortcut to cut through from terminal 2 to terminal 3 or either way around...
Orchard Road... since it`s the christmas season....they have put up so many beautiful lights....so you should go there to check out....
Ok this are the few places that I recomand you...
and
Khairul Amri,If you are reading this I would want to play soccer with you one day...and I want to improve on my tackles and high hits...Thank you
LOVE, Zarifah
[1:31 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Thursday, December 25, 2008
Ok....here goes...
Let me say this.....I am considered dumb because I have a stupid crush on him......It totally gives me hell.....right.....all the girls says oh.....oh he`s so cute....like whatever...you know what I don`t care.....I just idolise him...of how he plays soccer....
He`s in Tampines Rovers......for those who does not know...he is the same team as Noh Alam Shah,Rihduan Muhammad and many more...He`s a striker like Alam Shah but not Ridhuan Muhammad.....Rihduan Muhammad is midfielder......
Ya i don`t care....what everyone feels about it but I don`t care.....Ok....I know i`m a soccer freak in singapore...and I do wish want to challenge him in soccer...Girls can play soccer too!
It`s just that....why does his name running through my head......I have no idea..why...and this is a message for my friend Rafiqah....
I know you like Noh Alam Shah but he`s MARRIED la....and he`s about 15 years older than us....I think...Ya...and you can`t say that he`s yours....and....he`s jersey number is no longer 7...It`s 8.....Understand....Good?
I`m very stupid ok.......Khairul Amri....I do have a crush on you...but I know this does not last.... And I got to really study hard...because Tok Sukri is really serious about getting married at a young age......so I do really want to passed all my exams and really put about 75% studying....of course 25% of it is about fun..but not to much fun...
MErry christmas everybody...,
LOVE, Zarifah
[8:49 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, December 21, 2008
Ok all of you know that Vietnam are quite strong....I believed that SIngapore had alot of chance to score at least a goal.....but I was totally well behaved....and a stupid thing I did was to cry...hahaha....now I`m slightly better...because Pak Nga knows me....ya had pictures with a soccer player,Khairul Amri who is injured and Norfasarie....
Ya I`m going to insert some photos during the match...Oh by the way...Khairul Amri is freakingly tall...
Singapore team really worked this hard....ya I love this part..
Ya...I think that`s enough and I accidently also took a video of it...
Ya but the best photo of all were the pictures Pak Nga took with his camera...with Norfasarie and Khairul Amri...
Ya..a blurish photo of me and Khairul Amri at the carpark on your way back home ya.....but Pak Nga will send me the photos and I will upload it....okays...
Ya good night...I know it has been a rough night for all the young supporters but what I have learn is to accept it no matter what....
Moral Courage:
Just accept what you have loss and do not give up but continue to do your best...no matter what condition are you in....
A little prayer before I go:
O Allah...
The most powerful and gracious one.....I thank you what you have given me....I do not want to be like the others like in the stadium fighting....Please bless my uncle,mother,father,atok and the others who brought me to watch the match....Please bless my nenek...although she did not follow but just bless her to remember who I am....Thank you....and I really do appreciate it...and forguve me for my wrong doings...
Amin
LOVE, Zarifah
[10:39 PM]
Missing you all day long
Ok..last night I went to mad jack @ simpang bedok......OK the buses available there is 2,9 and 31.....
Ok at Mad Jack..there are quite alot to eat...but if you`re a small eater...I think you should bring someone that could help you finish up your food....
Ok this is what I eat yesterday....Ok this is chicken chop with cream sauce......with fries and apple and peach salad.....Yupe this really taste so good.....ya it`s not that spicy if you want more spicy you could order with black pepper sauce...
Akmal had this....
This is blue mountain chicken burger.....it has 3 pattys on the burger...fries as well....if you want to eat it you should at least one by one because it`s way bigger than Mega Mac from Macdonald`s...
Abang and Abah had...
This is mutton chop...I think...it comes with....brocollie ,corn,carrots and mash potatoes.....ya my dad`s was just cream sayce while abang`s sauce was black pepper...the black pepper made Akmal...drink too much water....spicy what...
Akmal and abang also had something interesting....their drink was strawberry and banana smoothie.....
Ya from Abang...It`s very creamy...ya it cost about $5.80...for it....
So altogether abah had to pay aroung $60++....ya.....so i really recomand you this....hey if you are going please la like belanja me along....ok...
LOVE, Zarifah
[8:14 AM]
Missing you all day long
♥Friday, December 19, 2008
Ya...today was the most embarassing thing happened in my life.....
Okay...I was late for tuition was one thing but at least teacher Ben was not there yet.......so quite lucky........so after tuition,I wait for bus 28 and then stopped somewhere at Tampines....Ya....I was in a rush.....I took number 18 instead of 38.....because I wanted to go to Eastpoint....
At Eastpoint...had my favourite food....Chicken Chop...Ya the chicken chop at banquet quite delicious...
Ya now,watching Mammia....Quite funny......I`m having a good time of my life....laughing the way they sing....especially the man who acted in James Bond...hahaha..so funny.....
3 Things for me to remember:
1.Check before you do something wrong...like me boarding the wrong bus... 2.Always be punctual....like today this was luck as Teacher Ben was not in class yet... 3.Never Lie to your best friend.....Ok this was not a lie but it`s true i have pain behind my back and this is just a reminder for me....
Prayer of the day
O Allah...
the greatest one.....please forgive me for my wrong doings...and the lie that I had made to some of my friends.....Please give me hope and show the right path of life.....and please let my family and relatives stay healthy and strong for the up coming years.....
Amin
LOVE, Zarifah
[10:16 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Thursday, December 18, 2008
Yupe...today I went out had a girls night out.....now recently I have a stiff neck...ya...I really do.....
Ya before that.....went to these korean restaurant because I was damn hungry......ya I finished everyone`s food.....I upload a picture for my next entry......
Ya I sang quite alot of songs
Hey Jude-The Beetles I kissed a girl-Katy Perry Stars are blind-Paris Hilton Love is Blue My Heart-Acha Septriasa featuring Irwansyah That`s what you get-Paramore
Ya...you should at least go to Kbox...so fun......ya....You know that....
If you`re aunt or uncle or parents are big fans of the 80`s or 70`s than you should karoke with them....any by the way thanks....Namira you gave me that passion to sing Hey Jude....Thanks....If you have nice song....tell me ok...
LOVE, Zarifah
[10:07 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I got a few good news....
GOOD NEWS! 1.I`m gonna watch Singapore VS Vietnam at Jalan Bahar Stadium 2.Tomorrow I`m gonna karoke..If my aunt has no plans....Muse all the way....well not only their songs la.... 3.Ms. Farida wants our school to perform outside of Singapore....Yupe Ms. Farida has the 3 options.... 4.I`m so watching Twilight again
BAD NEWS 1.Sufi does not know that Nurul and I had already watched twilight online.... 2.I have a bad stiff neck.... 3.Nenek making me crazy.....She did spoil my mood today.... 4.And I did not eat lunch today...
LOVE, Zarifah
[5:55 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Yupe...there was something interesting that happen yesterday...hahaha....It was kind of funny but I think I do have the video here....
Yupe my cat wanted to fight with this toy turtle....hahah.....my mum just started laughing...
LOVE, Zarifah
[11:44 AM]
Missing you all day long
Yupe yupe.....today I recently bpught a new school bag at Century Square with my own money......Ya the price of the bag was not that bad.....$30.......ya...the quality of the bag is quite good....ya I went to buy the bag after tuition....
And....And.....For the first time teacher ben said I was so well behave...ya actually I can be this almost the whole week....hahaha.....Ok la....usually I`m quite noisy in tuition...very chatty......and can be so irritating at times....but I was just listening to the two Siglap boys infront of me....Ya I was like at the last question for comprehension...then they started to do their work....Ya they were cracking all sort of weird jokes and making fun of these and that....
Ya.....After tuition,Nurul and I went to Century Square to find school bags.....I did find mine but Nurul has to ask her parents first before she buys......Ya.....She also did find something that she really like.....from one of the shops.......Ya it was slightly cheaper than mine but same colour of course.......ya after buying....we went to Burger King to eat....Ya on the way there.....I finally met Namira,my brother`s girlfriend....yupe....Nurul seems to recognise Namira.....She said that she has ever seen in alot of events......
Ya...I called abang that Namira was there...ya so abang went to burger king just for Namira....hahaha.....I do pity him...I should have not tell him at first....Ya...The look on Namira`s face was overjoyed and excited.....Could seen her there......Ya...to me....I guess it`s ok for them to eat together......haha.....I know abang he does care for Namira...and wants the best for her....
After that i got to send Nurul back to the bus interchange......Ya and then met mama at Bhg.....ya I had to explained mama the whole thing....la....
By the way Abang should have watched twilight with her also....At least she would have company...ok that`s all
LOVE, Zarifah
[12:02 AM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, December 14, 2008
Yupe boys will be boys...they can`t change to girls...Am I right?
Ya,Thanks alot abang Kamil......ya thanks alot.....thanks for the great help.....
SInce that I still can throw you inside the pool....Abang Kamil is one of my god brothers......ya......he is inmature,irritating and full with those irritating big words....urghhh.....
Ok what exactly happened yesterday was....
I am a princess and I will still be the princess of this house...ya you heard that!Ok it`s started when my family well not exactly family had a bbq.....ya....Abang Adi it`s your fault ok....I don`t care but it`s really your fault.....Ya....don`t kacau when I am cooking....Ok I`m sorry as a girl that I hit you but don`t worry you`re strong....
Ok I called him "fanman" because all the while he had kipas in his hand and trying to make the fiure strong.....and by the way,giving raw food was not my fault because it`s the lights fault...I could not see properly....thanks to the light....
Ya...after Abang Adi left I wanted to see if that was his real friendster account..so I clicked on the picture and went to ask Kak Shanaz....ya Kak Shanaz said yes....then when it was time to go home.....ya big mouth Abang Kamil said I like Abang Adi....but ewww...no way...he is so mean....
anyway....ya everyone supported Abang Kamil....Ya they said all sort of stuff....so what I was just looking at his picture to see whether fake or real....
So stupid....urghh
LOVE, Zarifah
[7:15 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Saturday, December 13, 2008
Yupe....I do have a new cat.....Her name is Murphee....breed,snowshoe and she has a very pretty face......She just looks like Queen.....Like twins like that...I got her during hari raya haji....
The story of Murphee.....why in the world we get another one....
Yupe her owner has cancer.....the owner does not have any grandchildren that`s why....Yupe she treated Murphee and Bluebell like her own grandchildren.....Bluebell is another breed that my aunt adopted......Yupe the owner also did cry when she had to give away Murphee.....
Murphee is a cute cat that loves to be huddled but I also need to becareful of Queen because she`s my cat and might be abit jealous........Murphee likes to go out from her cage and likes my parents room alot....She hids there most of the time....
Yupe maybe next entry i would post Murphee`s picture...
LOVE, Zarifah
[4:20 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Sunday, December 7, 2008
Ok I recently read manja today....I always read it earlier but now I don`t have the time but today was the only time I had......I was laughing after reading saying that Aliff Aziz is in love.....hahaha...that`s so funny.....I just find it so funny....
Aliff Aziz is a playboy ok...I am something like anti-aliff aziz....ok...I just totally hate him....People just like him because of his looks only....but I don`t understand why....Yupe yupe.....ok let me explain why.....So listen up and pay attention
1.Aliff Aziz is a playboy 2.His relationship does not last long....trust me...It happened before to my junior.... 3.He was ever punched in his school toilet before because girls were totally attracted to him....
What are playboys?
Simple answer....They are guys who are crazy about girls and keep going after them so.....They are also being called a Womanizer......
Why does his relationship does not last long?
Simple....Because his a playboy....
Logic right.......If you are a kind of girl who is not so serious about your relationship then it`s ok if you want to be with him....
So girls.....
For what you want to be with a guy like that who is so not serious about serious relationship....yupe yupe...If I were you...I would find a guy who is more serious than like him...
so you don`t blame me if it`s a child play ok.....
today.... Mynmar vs Singapore 0-3
Singapore wins....yupe most of the goals were scored by Agu Casmir.....
OK...tomorrow...Hari Raya Haji.....YUpe got to wake up early and get ready to go to Atok sukri`s house because my grandmother cooked for tomorrow....aiyoh....she needs to rest....so hardworking...hahaha...
LOVE, Zarifah
[7:47 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Saturday, December 6, 2008
I do sometimes feel the momentum of running while laughing like a pontianak.....but my mum is trying to stop me from doing it.....I just love to run while I laugh...It increases my speed.....I know it`s quite abnormal but I like it.......
I tried to run back from Expo back to my house...but my mum stopped me.....Ok what....so what`s the big deal of it......almost everything now my mum has stopped me from doing....Like an example I stop mixing around with Pierre and Perri when I was 11 year old......C`mon la they are just friends....I sometimes feel when I want to talk to them I feel completely lost...like I don`t know who am I really now.....
It`s ok if once in a while I get my freedom.....because I do need to release my stress......You know why people call me emo because of these.......I remember the time that we play for soccer and went swimming together...hahaha...it felt so great......
Today what really happen was.....
Went to Pelatok because of something la.....forgotten la.......Yupe I did talked to atok and he said he will try to bring me along when he gets the pass to a soccer match....really can`t wait.....I`m so excited as I get to see Indra Shadan,Noh Alam Shah,Khairul Amri,Jia YI and many more.....Some people may not know but Alam Shah is back on the soccer field...YIPEE! i have waited for him to play again all these while...I also really hope that The young lions will win....I am really putting hope on these game although I am not playing....haha....
I remember there was once I told everyone to primary school classmates that I want to be a soccer player.....because I really do enjoy playing soccer and futsal and I do really had that passion for soccer.....I support Liverpool!
Oh Yeah.....Liverpool Rocks!
Hahaha.....Go Steven G.
Man U and Arsenal,you`re going down.....(because my dad and my uncle really support them so much).......
For my uncle, Arsenal will surely lose to Liverpool
And
For my dad, Man U will be last...I garantee for sure....
Muahahah....
LOVE, Zarifah
[10:47 PM]
Missing you all day long
I love 90210......Yupe yupe....Just recently started watching it.....The show was recomanded by lots of people....yupe yupe one of them is Nurul,my best friend.....
I love Ty and Annie...they are hot together,I prefer them to Annie and Ethan......Yupe this show is about a group of teenagers from West Baverly Hills.....Yupe I don`t know why they broke up but according to my research...Ethan,Silver and many others did not want Annie to sleep with Ty because it is said that Ty is a player from their school...
To me Annie and Ethan does not sound great....You know what this become my next addiction like Gossip Girl....but I think my test is quite bad leh......I like Nate and Serena together.....yupe I know Nate is good looking and Serena is the kind of girl that is some kind of perfect girl.......
Yupe I do like Nate and Ty hair...It does fit their look and character....If I were a guy.....how do I think I would look like.....OMG.....ok I don`t want to say it...because I might look abit sissy and weak.....
My dreams are no longer to be an actress but I want to be a radio dj whwn I grow up one day.....I want to work with 98.7 fm.....because I believe they really do have a great sense of humour and sometimes can cheer people up that`s why I want to be a radio dj.....I want to be like Danial Ong or maybe Murton or Shan and Ross....I`m really a big fan of them...
I got to remember that Ty and Nate are cute and hot.....but someone is more than them...and I ain`t gonna tell who....
LOVE, Zarifah
[2:31 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Friday, December 5, 2008
Why oh why? Yupe why does adults sometimes put a blame on me whereas sometimes I never do anything wrong...I`m tired of covering for you okay......yupe people just put a blame on me any how.....You know what I am the one still growing up...you,as an adult should act like an grow up not some type of immatured adult just going around screaming at the top of the voice and pulling ears....
the things that you always do are teaching me....so I have the right to blame that it`s you that are teaching me how to do these.....hey remember you are the grown up and i`m the chiild learning......and stop pastering me...with all types of sms.....
Yupe this what I am upset for....I have a list of them...
1.Stop yelling at the top of your voice at me.....I know what to do.... 2.Go to work....Let me do the job.... 3.Stop pastering me.....When i`m busy....you better know i`m busy because i do not want to bring you to my house because i got my reason....
I`m just so tired of complaining because firstly people don`t understand me.....yupe they don`t......i`m tired...of complaining just little things....I nearly killed someone today okay...and I don`t want to do it again and again....Well if you want to know me just shut up and listen ok....
C`mon get a life...urghhh...
LOVE, Zarifah
[1:27 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Thursday, December 4, 2008
I will update soon....I promise...I`m very tired today...
LOVE, Zarifah
[5:36 PM]
Missing you all day long
♥Tuesday, December 2, 2008
yupe yesterday was also quite fun....SOrry guys.....I had a very bad sore troat after the concert...
Went out to swensens with Mama,Akmal,Abang,Cedrick and James...Yupe...Now I realised why mama usually get more headaches.....because Cedrick and James sometimes does act like 4 year olds.....All of us had ice-cream except for mama and Akmal because their meals did not come along with the ice creams....Yupe...mama had lagsna....Akmal had fish baked rice.....Cedrick had mac and cheese(he`s vegeterian)....Abang had half chicken...and James and I had breaded chicken...yupe but not shared....ok don`t let your mind run wild.....mama just wanted to give Cedrick and James a treat only...
after that we had our ice cream...Abang gave Akmal his ice cream...this is how the ice cream looks like after being eaten by me....muahahaha.....
Then went seperate directions.....
Yupe we went to watched Madagascar 2....very funny...although I had watch it twice....
Yupe this is me with a big twilight poster after Madagascar 2.....
Now is picture of Edward Cullen and me....hahaha...got nothing else to do........
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♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)