♥Monday, December 29, 2008

Yupe...please guess what I told my mum today?

Yupe I finally told her the truth that I have a crush with Aki...ya we were at Pizza Hut at Tampines Mall....I must try to be open to here not hide things from her....ok I know she`s like the last one to know..not exactly the last one....My dad has not knew yet....thanks to Akmal`s big mouth....and my big mouth

There are few things why I was not so opened to my family:
1.My grandfather,Atok Sukri was really serious about marrying as young as 16....if I never study hard and kept on failing my exams...
2.Atok Abbas will be so displeased to hear this...but thank god he can help me by improving my malay...and mathematics
3.My grandmother,Nek Puan will checked the boy`s family background...he has those things for minahs and mats...just like what she wanted to do with Namira....
4.I did not want to be like my grandmother,Nek Bedah....she was married to granfather,Tok Sukri when she was 17...

Ya that`s why...Aki is 15....he`s studying in St Grabeel School....He comes to the condominum whenever he visits his three year old cousin,Fazdli....and he`s half indonesian...

That`s what I know and overheard him....sometimes...It`s like dejavu when I see him....I would run home and become insanely happy and excited...sometimes with the look of his face...He sometimes makes me smile because he has that responsibilty to take care of his little cousin....I don`t have that responsibilty how come.....

If I have the responsibility to take care of Amiee`s friends during her party....how come I can`t take care of my eleven year old brother...I really do wonder why...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:46 PM]

Missing you all day long


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Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
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