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♥Saturday, January 31, 2009

Yup now I`m bored....Namira is it ok to do your quiz? please? hope you don`t mind...thank you...I still owe you one coke right?

Quiz to do dearest...

Rules..
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle,
For each question, press the next button to get your answer
2. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
3. Tag 20 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.Okay. For everybody's information, I do not believe in iTunes.Oh don't act so surprised that I do not have an iTunes.This should be fun.

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘’IS THIS OKAY’’ YOU SAY?
So what! by Pink.....I`m going to start a fight...haha...so funny...Maybe no la....I`m a very nice girl but i really can start a fight...
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Kidnap My Heart-5 leo rise.....as in The Click five....haha...this will be fun...yes please...keep me in your heart...and love me alrights
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A BOY?
Womanizer-Britney Spears.....NO NO! That does not makes sense...The shuffle from My Windows Media thinks that I like a guy that a womanizer....eww...I will slept his face if he is...
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
pictures of you-the last goodbye.....ya my life has pictures for the world to see....so sad...ya now I know it`s about my life that matters...whether I like it or not
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Crushcrushcrush-Paramore-Ya I got alot to say to you....just tape tape over your mouth and tell me the truth....haha...very fun...it`s all about honesty...
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Misery Business-Paramore....REALLY? Guys you think i`m this? I`m very upset....Ya God It feels so god....sobs sobs.....I`m not miserable....sobs...sobs...
WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
My Heroine-Silverstein.....hell yeah! I think about my heroine....but I don`t want to break love...because you broke my love....and I`m lost and depressed...haha...just a joke..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Woah Oh!(me vs. everyone)-Forever The Sickest Kids...ya you got me....Nurul,Sufi and Denise....Love ya so much....Denise and Sufi...I do enjoy your company in angklung....rise above us alrights...
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Like Whoa-Aly and AJ....It feels so good...good...good....his life must feel so good,right?Ya love ya...
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Animal I have become-Three Days Grace....Yup...beware of me ...I am an animal...I bite and can`t control myself...I am also in the darkest nightmare....NO WAY!I am not an animal...hello?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
When I grow up-Pussycat dolls...haha...yup that is what I want to be when I grow...famous,rich and a radio dj from 98.7 fm....and be in a magazine..
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A little too late-David Archuleta....sob...sob....no....It`s too late for someone who likes me....because I like someone else...NOT MR HUSSIEN!and even if I like you...it might be too late...and it`s hard to forget about and too much over you...
YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Outta My Head(AY AY AY)-Ashlee Simpson...Nah....My parents will not think that i`m crazy....but they are in my head....thanks...I love ya!
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
That`s what you get-Paramore....yay...I get to dance in my wedding in my wedding....all the possibilites when I was wrong....That`s what you get when you let your heart wins...YAY! All of you better dance in my wedding alright,or not?
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I hate this part-Pussycat dolls...I hate this part right here....because I`m dead..sobs...sobs....what to do when I`m dead..so they will hate the part that i`m not alive
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Supergirl-Saving Jane....Yay...haha...I`m a superhero what to do leh....I will help others and tell what`s in store....haha...i`m also in everyone`s head...haha...this is so funny....I also can be a perfect disaster....just watch me what I do..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Bubbly-Colbie Calliat...ya that`s what I think of my friends...ya they have that bubbly face that I love them...thanks,guys....I love you....you are the best...
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Supermassive Black Hole-Muse.....ARGH!! someone help me.....Thank god that has never happen to me before...
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Disturbia-Rihanna.....Don`t you dare disturb me.....I don`t want to die now....I want to enjoy life first....and want him to be happy that i`m not dead....
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Beat It-Fall out boy....I don`t understand the lyrics....it does not matter....just beat it...just beat it....does not makes sense at all...
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Get Back-Demi Lovato....haha...who wants to get back with you?.....haha...no way......no way at all...
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Stay My Baby-Miranda Cosgrove..ya that`s what my parents say it`s just a fantasy....But to this particular person always stay my baby...alright....I always think about you in school...
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Gives You Hell-The All-American Rejects...when I miss you alot....It scares me when someone just looks like you....ya...i`m afraid of that...or see that same person over and over again
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Love Story....My life is like a love story....where`s my romeo?....oh man,he`s not here....and then if you`re don`t forget to throw pebbles at my window...and I don`t want to cry while waiting for you.....haha...
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Love Song-Sara Bareilles...ya...I will change my love of course....and I will of course write you a love song....as you asked for it....maybe not...
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Crush-David Archuleta...ya I do feel hurt when you don`t feel the same as I do....and when you go away...seperate from me...Don`t do that to me....I love you guys...
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Push-Enrique Iglesias....Don`t know what does that means..DO YOU THINK YOU'RE WORTH TO BE AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL? Stacy`s Mum-Fountain of Wayne...You mean my mum will be the next america`s top model...not fair...haha....does not makes sense at all...
WHAT DID YOU DREAM OF LAST NIGHT?
Our Song-Taylor Swift....Yup I dreamed of this...maybe gonna write this in my next blog...but it`s kinda lame....it`s about me and *ahem*(not Mr Hussien) ya la...
WHATS YOUR BOYFRIEND GOING TO BE LIKE?
About a girl-The Acedemy Is... Ya i hope he can`t breathe when he`s around me...he will write a song about me...like it says in this song...sighs....sighs....
WHAT WILL YOUR FIRST KISS BE LIKE?
Check Yes Juliet-We the Kings....It must be a fantasy like Romeo and Juliet...I hope...
WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW?
Fences-Paramore....ya sitting in this big room with white walls...but of course i`m not in display....i`m just sitting...and trying to write something out in my blog...this window player must really be a a genius...
HOW DO YOU FIND BARACK OBAMA?
Money Honey-State of Shock....he of course think of money and love his people in USA...of course he got the money...and everyone in USA loves him...he also does makes mistake....right? everyone is not perfect...
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF NOISY WEDDINGS?
I kissed a girl-Katy Perry....ewww...does not make sense....maybe its noisy because it`s a homo wedding...ha...a good one
HOW WOULD YOU REACT IF YOUR FRIEND IS GAY?
Decode-Paramore....Alert....alert...that person`s a gay...no way la....my friend id still my friend....how can I react like this
DO YOU LOVE HUMAN NATURE?
Your Call-Secondhand Serenade...does not make sense at all....zero..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF BEING RICH?
Just dance-Lady Gaga...of course....i`m riched what to do...just dance....dance...dance...
HOW WERE YOU BORN?
All I need Is you-The Click Five....who do I need? My mum is the one is the one who give birth to me....huh?
HOW WILL YOUR FUTURE LIFE BE LIKE?
Bleeds No More-Silverstein...yup...got alot of chaos....so sad....hope it`s not like that....My heart will always bleed and I will be heartbroken...don`t leave me alright...
DO YOU THINK YOU ROCK?
circus-Britney Spears....I think that is yes....but I am not a circus entertainer..hello? Yay...I`m always on the show....
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?
Fall for you-Secondhand Seranade...ya I hope so....that person will fall for me again....and I love you....
DO YOU LIKE WINNING?
Miss Murder-AF5....don`t feel like killing someone if that person wins...
WHAT KIND OF CAREER WOULD YOU LIKE?
breathe easy-Blue....finally I can breathe easily if I have the career that I want...
DO YOU FEEL LIKE DYING?
Apologise-One Republic....I feel like apologising than dying....and apologise to everyone...
DO YOU FEEL LIKE STOPPING THIS QUIZ?
Larger than Life-Backstreet Boys....Ya...that must be a no.....it must be larger and bigger..

20 people:
1.Mum
2.Rachael....my dearest so sorry but you have to do it...
3.Mavis...
4.Letitia
5.Florence
6.Regine
7.Nell
8.Merissa
9.Sherilyn
10.Annie`s ex bf from 90210..who came back for her...TY
11.Annie`s current boyfriend,Ethan
12.Naomi from 90210...
13.Adrianna...Naomi`s bestfriend...who is now pregnant....from 90210..
14.Nathan....who left Adrianna...because of her pregnancy...hello? It`s your child in her tummy...from 90210
15.Dixon...Annie`s adopted brother.....
16.Silver....Dixon`s girlfriend and Annie`s best friend from 90210
17.Johnny Depp
18.That hot blonde guy from Forever the Sickest kids who is playing the part as guitar and vocals..
19.Panic! At the disco lead singer...
20.You...yeah...you who is reading this...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:28 PM]

Missing you all day long

Yupe this is the last 4 of the ten things that you don`t know about me...

7.I cry to the song Jenny by the Click Five....To me it was a special song because this song made me cry when someone special sang this song for my birthday...

8.Sometimes I do want something back.....But I can`t....It will not come to me....and sometimes when I see that something it just makes me want to cry...

9.The song Love Story by Taylor Swift reminds me of my story....It`s very complicated....can`t tell...but it does reminds me of my story....

10.Sometimes I will try to sneak in to the house without being notice.....I don`t want anyone to know where I went...so sometimes I will also run out of the house to stay out of trouble.....

Ya that`s all...

Personal Massage for Namira:
Please read the house of nights series...It`s GREAT! and once you read it I know you will love it...It`s almost equalvalent to Twilight but it`s not twilight....I recomand this book to you...

Love,
Zarifah

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:19 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ten things that you don`t know about me....

I was supposed to write this a long time ago...probably I might forgotten about it...

1.I love to talk to myself....It`s a habit as it makes me remind me what to do....it makes me sure that i am back on task....so that`s why sometimes you think that i am weird.....I will usually talk to myself when i`m bored and i have a bad memory what am i supposed to do....

2.I do praised myself...I praise myself when I do something right....I don`t like people praising me.....because it makes me ashamed...when people know about it...they might think that i`m very proud....and whatseoever...i don`t want to be proud...so the best thing I should do is praised myself without anyone knowing...

3.I don`t like the small kids who like to play soccer behind my house...they are so loud...and i just hate them...there was one time i asked them to lower down their voices...but they continue....i was like oh crap...didn`t I shut them up....ya now i`m like so what...they are small kids...very small kids...where can a big kid like me can bully such small kids....so small...so small...that I bet that they were tell their mummy about me....They are horrible...and I will talk big now....I CAN PLAY SOCCER BETTER THAN THEM...

4.I take the Singapore pledge whenever i`m bathing....So this the shower thing...so i treat it like a microphone...because i always wanted to be that person taking the pledge....haha...that`s why sometimes I will take my own sweet time in the shower.....so I will be like..."we the citizens of singapore....."while holding that shower thingy.....

5.I still like to watch the old version of Romeo and Juliet...the 1963 one...that`s how i understand more about that shakespeare....Romeo and Juliet is consider my old favourite movie....because you know...I gained interest in Shakespeare...

6.I sleep while the tv is on...whenever I can`t sleep and the others are sleeping..I will go and sleep while the tv is switch on....my rule is people are supposed to sleep before i do...So while I watched the tv...sooner or later...I will go and sleep....

The other 4 i will continue tomorrow....so damn tired...so keep this as a secret alright?

LOVE,
Zarifah

[10:05 PM]

Missing you all day long

yup today had the most embarassing thing in school today....Yup it was during angklung band`s break....you know that Mr Hussien and another teacher was joining him...

Ya i guess he was jogging around the school...so I watched him as he goes and goes off the field...and Ms Farida was like hello? You there? then she say must put curtains la...

ya back to the point....as I was having my preacious break....I did things la like buy water and whatsoever....then suddenly Mr Hussien appeared and that other teacher...so I greeted them....

Ya...after he walked past me....I started laughing like mad and fell down...ya that what exactly happen...so I was like laughing again...and again...

During practice just now...I could not concentrate and was abit girly...haha....and guess what?
i finally became less tensed....ooh yeah..finally...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:59 PM]

Missing you all day long

The almost death....thank god...I`m still alive....

Ok the serious thing almost happen to me today....ok it was after school...my dearest bestfriend,Nurul and I were on the bus and then I started freaking out like hell....very scary....Thank you,Nurul....for calming me down...

Yup....Ok got to tell you.....maybe in a little sweet manner...trying not to use the word "hell","damn" and "crap"....

Ok...It was after school when Nurul and I was going to take the bus....Yup...we walked abit further so that we can board the bus...so we did...yup as the bus was reaching to the school bus stop...this is when I started freaking out....

There were a group of Secondary 1 standing on the top of the bus....the gabra started of like these...
Zarifah:Nurul,what happens if the bus tumbles?
Nurul:Relax...It won`t happen...
Zarifah:I`m scarad to die....(wanted to start crying but can`t)
Nurul:Don`t worry you won`t...
Zarifah:If these bus tumbles...I`m gonna haunt everyone in the school...
Nurul:*speechless*(face blank)
Zarifah:I wanna enjoy life and this is not a proper way tp die...

I have also wrote letters to my parents,my brothers and Namira....prepared already....

The boy next to me was like gonna cry....I could see his eyes were kinda watery....so when I board down the bus infront of the JC...I was thankful very thankful that I was alive....

SO now....I have just explained to my parents that I had a near death experience....thanks to the secondary 1s....So now I should suggest all of you write to SBS to have more buses infront of the school...Okay?

So that in the future...these things will not happen...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:59 PM]

Missing you all day long

Here`s some picture....Yup...Bowling for Dummies...this is how you shoot....From beginners to experts...

Step 1: Take the ball...Of course who does not know know..that...and aim your pins...

Step 2:Walk towards the shooting area..remember don`t cross over the line or not it will be a foul...and if you cross over it...It`s SUPER SLIPPERY....

Step 3:shoot and release the ball.....please ensure that you roll the ball while shooting it....and always check your hand and wrist...on how you are throwing the ball...if you move it...It might follow your directions....

Ok...I went bowling with Mama,Abang,Erikson and Akmal....ang guess who won?

Abang,of course....sighs...sighs...

He won the three match...can`t believe that....

Yup...we went to the Korean BBQ...the food there was SUPER!If you`re going,please bring me along....thank you...Yup...we thought that Namira was going to join us....then mama bought alot.....wah...she bought the family meal and two invidual meal.....

After lunch,went to meet up with Namira....and played board games...we played all sort of interesting game..like the dinosaur game....and the vampire...abang and Akmal were making fun of Edward Cullen...so pissed of....oh ya...Akmal had to do a forfeit....we eventually had to dress him like a christmas tree so this how he looks like...

Haha...since he wanted the forfeit so much....yup and one of the forfeit cards....It was so dirty....You know what?

Ok...it says that tell more about your favourite porn star....while Akmal was reading that our face was totally blank..but the person...was like laughing...then I was like oh-my-god...

Here are some pictures...

Playing the vampire game....you might think it`s very easy...but it is super hard.....It has got to do with you memory.....I could not remember a thing....sighs...

And guess what?

I have already know how to ice skate...yesterday I tried to ice skate...and finally the last ten minutes...I did IT!

Hell yeah..I can do it...

Personal Message for Namira...

Thanks for coming on that day....hope you enjoyed and hope we can do this again...and and....have you done my quiz yet?

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:05 PM]

Missing you all day long

Today was an AWESOME day!

You know what....I will update tomorrow...i`m damn tired right now...and I have not uploaded the pictures from the E!Hub today...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:26 PM]

Missing you all day long

Yup the sickest girl is me....and I`m still recovering from my gastric flu.....

So yesterday...I went for tuition...with Nurul...but before I always go for tuition I always stopped by at her house.....so now you guys know....every wednesday and friday I must go to her house.....It`s a must for her and me....

So yesterday....we went tuition and sometimes we are like the oldest among all.....haha....because there are mostly primary 6 and secondary 1.......Ya and they are very loud.....sometimes when Mdm Tan is talking...I can`t hear a single thing what she is saying....and she has to shut the primary 6 up.....what I heard from them was...

Girl 1:You got a big brother?
Girl 2:yup I do...
Me:ya...i do...wand what has big brother got to do with maths.....(mumbled to myself)....

You know that Nurul and I were studying in the room and yet we can hear them from outside the room....The room should be soundproof...then finally there will be peace....those girls remind me when I was secondary 1....I was abit noisy...but now secondary 2....I have been very serious about myself....about my behaviour and studies.....And now I feel that I should be more matured than them...and don`t act like some kind of baby....whining and whining.....

Ya after english...we had 5 minutes break and we went to go down and get green tea...Actually I went to get the green tea...Nurul had Mango juice.....yup when back up again..because firstly I was thirsty and I was drowsy.....Can`t believe I went tuition.....

Yup after tuition went back home taking the bus.....Guess who I saw?
It was primary school malay classmates....I can`t remember what`s the name of the two boys at first....Wait now I remember Izzuan and Dini Aiman.....YES FINALLY! I finally remembered the name....I had my ear piece plug..yet I can still hear them...

Izzuan:ZARIFAH! ZARIFAH! OI,ZARIFAH!
I turned at them and looked at them...then I did not say anything like giving them a cold shoulder because I can`t talk to them...I was still drowsy.....ya my conclusion was what if I talk to them and suddenly I fainted....huh? who is going to witness me fainting....by then they have already run off to somewhere....
Dini Aiman(whispered):(translate in english) You sure that`s Zarifah?
Izzuan just nodded....

So I went to walked away...I already had a cold and had the wanting to faint....Five to Ten minutes later....I already reached home and explain to mama....what I saw....I told her that I really regret being to "sombong"...and my mum was like...."You should at least say hi".....sigh..sigh...nevermind next time I see them I will surely say "hi"...no matter I like or dislike it...I got to say "hi" to some old friends....

Finally during dinner...
My mum ordered Saprinos Pizza....and the pizza were great.....Yup and then went off to do some laundry...and went watch Ghost Whisperer while blogging....and then off to sleep....

Ya that was my yesterday...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:34 AM]

Missing you all day long

I am suppose to do this quiz....so I will do it..

1. Are you single?

Can`t tell....and don`t disturb people privacy...Hello?

2. Are you happy?
No...I have been having gastric flu for two days how can I be happy...I miss my friends alot

3. Are you bored?
Yup..I am..

4. Are you fair?
You can say Yes...I treat people equally the same...

5. Are you Italian?
No...I am not....What is it like if I am italian....No and I don`t want to eat cheese...

6. Are you intelligent?

Yup I am....It takes me alot of time trying to be smart...

7. Are you honest?

No....I am not...It depends to who I am honest to...

8. Are you nice?

Yup...I am....I can be nice at times and also be very mean..
9. Are you Irish?

Why do you ask silly question....I am not italian nor irish...my family members are all asian...We come from Singapore,Malaysia or Indonesia....So all these countries are part of Asia

10. Are you Asian?
Yes,I am! I am a very proud to be asian...

Me

1. Full Name: Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli

2. Nicknames: Zaf,Ifah,Z

3. Birth place: East Shore Hospital...My best friend and I borned in the same hospital you know...How I know....my mum told me...as her mother was in the different bed...

4. Hair color: Light Black...sometimes,you can see abit of brown...

5. Natural hair style: Straight then wavy...

6. Eye colour: Black

7. Birthday: 8 April 1995...don`t forget about my birthday....Or not....

8. Mood: Sick

9. Favorite color: Blue....Black...

10. One place you'd like to visit:Perth,Austraila because when I was there a long time ago...It just made me happy....the people are very friendly...and about the thing that people always say "Austrailian does not like Asian people"....I guess you are wrong....the people there are friendly...they are able to show you around...

Personal things

1. Have you ever been in love?
Yupe

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yup....Of course....then how did my mum and dad got married....
3. Do you currently have a crush?
Yup
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
Yup....When I been rejected for certain things
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes...quite alot of times....
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yup...when I listen to emotional song...
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
No...It`s usually the other way around....I used to know someone who likes me but never tell me....I finally found out like a month later...
8. Are you afraid of commitment?
What type of commitment..
9. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mum....I love her...
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
Can`t remember...It`s a secret
TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust?
Love
2. Hard liquor or beer?
No way...first I am underage...secondly it`s against my religion to drink these type of drink...Now you know....I am a muslim...and some malays are not muslim,okay...but majority of malay in Singapore are muslim..
3. Cats or dogs?
Cats...of course....That`s why I have 4 cats...Holly,Queen,Squicky and Murphee...Love them alot...
4. A few best friends or any regular friends?
Both...I have 3 best friends and and alot of regular friends...like Letitia,Claire,Merrisa,Sherilyn,Rachael,Jade and many more from 2.2...I do love them alot...Ya these girls are very sweet and nice...and oh ya friendly...
5. Creamy or Crunchy?
Both...i love creamy hot chocolate....very tempting...got to buy one tomorrow and crunchy....Chocolates...got to get chocolates..as birthday gifts...I have alot of relatives that are borned in January...
6. Pencil or Pen?
Both...I need my pencil to draw...and a pen to write important notes down....like "duh"
7. Wild night out or romantic night?
Wild night out...
8. Money or Happiness?
Both..have ever heard of the term money to buy happiness....that`s why...
9. Night or Day?
Night....It`s the end of the day where everyone is asleep except Edward Cullen...haha....yup...It`s the only timing that I can do my reflections and to think back about the past....
10. IM or phone?
Both....IM is for chatting to some of my friends and someone special...and phone is meant for sms...to best friends and friend to tell them about my problem and happiness

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out?
No..I have never ever sneaked out...but I was caught..when I sneaked into the house....because .....I wanted my brother to think that I was home all the time...
2. Seen a polar bear?
Yup...At the Zoo...wait I think I remember the name....wait...no I can`t...I have not been to the zoo for quite some time.....like it has been years...I have not been there for three years...
3. Done something you regret?
Yup....I can`t remember what it was...but I think it was something that I promise to a friend...Then she went to tell everyone...then I regret it because I should not told her my promise...
4. Bungee jumped?
Wish to...but with all the food in stomache...I don`t think so...I`m also afraid of hights....my mum once told me the bungee jumping at New Zealand was so different...first they jumped then they will stop half way...then they will pull the person up..and the person will jump again all the way...
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor?
No...
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
What`s a jaw breaker? Is it some kind of food....or drink?
7. Been caught naked?
Yup...Very embarassing...I thought no one was at home so I went to bath.....Yup I forgotten to close the door..but then I did not hear someone coming then...My mother caught me...I was like thank god....It was only my mother...
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back?
Let`s keep this privacy...so no one knows..
9. Cried because you lost a pet Babygirl's?
Yup...My cat when missing when I was 7...and it was a male cat..so there wasn`t any Babygirl pet in these picture....so I was so sad that I almost wanted to run away...

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes?
Both...It depends....If eyes are perfect...of course I know that person`s smile will be perfect
2. Light or dark hair?
Dark...
3. Hugs or kisses?
Both...maybe kisses will be after marriage....You will always need a hug...because if you cry...there will always someone that will come and give you a hug.....
4. Shorter or taller?
The height does not matter...It depends what is in the heart...
5. Intelligence or attraction?
You need both...if you have someone intelligent he will be sucessful...but that person also must have the looks so that he can be very sucessful...and it does not matter if he`s from express or normal....because i believe it is how hard you work for it...
6. Topman or Zara?
Topman...because I don`t want that person to follow my style...Zara is the brand that my aunt will buy for me....and I love Zara...their clothes are super comfortable...but the price..you must get it during a promotional...
7. Funny or serious?
Both..that person has a great sense of humour and is very serious about his work and what he does as a living..
8. Older or Younger?
Older..but he must look younger and healthy..
10. Sweet or Bad Sweet?
Sweet!!

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
Yup angklung band at Parkway Parade...
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?
Yup...only once
3. Ever tried walking on your hands?
Tried to..but I was too heavy..
4. Ever been to a rock concert?
Ya...why? they did perform well...
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team?
In what way....As in cheering for someone to win then yes.....but as a cheerleader....then never....I have never been a cheerleader before.
6. Ever been on a dance team?
No...I can`t dance at all....If I dance...I will really embarrassed myself....
7. Ever been on a sports team??
As a manager of the sports team.....Then hell yeah....but I have ever played soccer with the other boys in my estate well..
8. Ever been in a drama play/production?
No...But I want to...I did an audition...My aunt said that I was good but I was not so suitable....
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz or Bentley?
In my dreams....I once had a dream that I owned one BMW...because my hubby was Carlisle.....Hahaha...When I woke up...I started to laugh..
10. Ever been in a rap video?
In my dreams...I want to be in a video with alot of band like Forever the Sickest kids....or Paramore...Or even Panic! At the disco...sigh...sigh...

TEN... LASTS

1. Last phone call you made?
Nurul Nazihah...My best friend..
2. Last person you hugged?
My mum...
3. Last person you hung out with?
Nurul Nazihah...today at 3.30 pm...ya during tuition...we were alone and talking about Mr Hussien....do you know that Mr Hussien had a haircut?
Well now you know..
4. Last time you work?
As my house cleaner....$20/- for the whole house....yup and I got the money...if anyone wants me to help in babysitting or house cleaning...I can clean the whole house for $2o...and babysit the whole day for $2o...cheap right?
5. Last person you talked to?
Mama....she`s a good listener..
6. Last person you IM'd?
Abg Adi...
7. Last person you texted?
Nurul Nazihah....she`s the greatest...
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with?
Nurul Nazihah and Sufi Nadhirah..what movie was it? Oh yes...It was twilight...now waiting for Marley and me.....you got to read the book....because the book is AWESOME!
9. Last person/thing you missed?
My friends.....and Sufi and Denise..I miss you guys...Renesmee,Bella and Alice....Rosalie miss you guys....When I go recover I`ll give you guys a hug..
10. Last website visited?
Letitia`s blog....wait and youtube and friendster..at the same time....haha...that`s what you call multi-task...

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS?
1.Annie`s ex boyfriend,Ty....from 90210
2.That blonde hair guy from Forever the sickest kids....can`t remember his name right now....
3.Johnny Depp...
4.My brother`s special friend whose name starts with the letter "n"...
5.Kyle Patrick....
6.Taylor Swift...hey continue songs like Love Story...
7.Brendon Urie...from Panic! At the disco...
8.My mum...
9.Annie`s current boyfriend,Ethan...from 90210...
10.The one who`s reading this...

When you have done..please tell me....thank you..even the stars that I say....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[11:29 AM]

Missing you all day long

Ok recently I have just finished talking to my mum....Ok my mum knows everything about me.....She knows my blog,how complicated my life is....

Ok today I was really sick...had gastric flu....I feel like letting it out but I`m controlling...Ihave upset stomache....and I did not go to school....so sad.....I already missed everybody in the classroom.....tsk...tsk...

Ok I went to the doctor and you know doctor.....no coke...no pepsi...hey Nenek....I don`t like Pepsi and Coke but I like Ice tea...so don`t any how say that I like Ice Tea....

Yup had early lunch...Chicken Porridge...i`m suppose to eat blend food today.....Ya quite delicious...Then Atok Sukri came...and brought Nasi Briyani....I was like thank god...ya...he asked me to have a rest after eating Nasi Briyani....Ya so I slept all the way until abah reached home.....By then,Naughty Murphee came back...I wonder how did she sneaked out...

Ya..Tonight also porridge....tsk tsk....so sad....Ya so i`m going to tell you how my talk with my mum went...

Me:Ma,next year can I start wearing contacts?
Mama:I`m going to get you a pair if only you passed your exams....
Me: Ya..ok(happy face and have already promised to work very hard...)
Mama:all your exams....(while reading her magazine "her world"...)

Hey guys...this is how you talk to your mother and don`t you ever pick up a fight with your mother...because she knows you very well....Ladies and Men are very different...so well...when my mum asked me to take her notebook...

I was trying to out her notebook im the pouch...hey you know girls are like so particular about this type of stuff....Ya so I did not know that her charger can`t fit in...so it was like this...

Abah:Zarifah,What are you trying to do?!
Me:I`m trying to put the charger in..
Abah: well can`t you see that the charger can`t fit...
Me(blank face):Nevermind...
As I was walking up trying to left the arguement...
Abah:If the notebook spoil then start saying I don`t know...that`s what you know how to say...
I was already walking and trying to keep my face until suddenly...It just appeared like that my whatever face....

OK guys...I know I have been like quite rude....but you expect me to know these type of things....
I will just walk away and say I`m not interested...

So 2.2...
How was class today?
I know there`s homework....
Who did you see?

ok bye...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:35 PM]

Missing you all day long

Today wasn`t my day...I have tried to cheer everyone up but the thing is I can...but how about me? I have always been asking why I can`t cheer myself up.....I have stupid stomache cramps since last week and everything I eat...I feel like throwing up....

Ok mad and maddest....

Ok today school was ok....I had suddenly had no interest to do my favourite thing....life is so complicated....Yup i have tried to pay attention during english but I was completely dead....

Yup after school I took the bus.....and when something interesting happen it came like this...

Lady 1 was complaining about the lady 2`s dress so loudly...

Lady 2: why never seen someone wearing tube before?
Lady 1:no...you should at least cover abit...
Lady 2: You`re not my mother...why should I?
Lady 1: People might think that you`re a prostitude..
Lady 2:ya i am...
Lady 1:You are going to die first...
Lady 2: let`s see first who`s going to die first
Me:Oh my god(mouth it to Nurul)

After lady 2 has left lady 1 started talking to me and some other girls...

Lady 1:when I go to the club I always cover....Don`t be like that...
Me:ok
Lady 1: I`m so proud of you SACSS girls....
Me:Ok thanks....
Lady 1: SAC is a good school
Me:ok...bye thanks..
Lady 1: Ok bye..

I`m like oh my god....I was freakingly shocked....what has SAC got to do with this....Let me close my eyes and count to ten to see whether if it was a dream but it happen to be true....

This is what I call mad....and the maddest...

Now abang adi says I got some type of eating disorder...I don`t know why....He ask me to tell mama..but how...

Ok I did not SEE Mr Hussien today...wait....oh yes I did...except in the morning when there was an announcement saying that all teacher should report to the Av Teaterette...ok...

Merrisa you know because you were there.....with me,Charlotte,Regine and many more...and we were looking who was going to the teaterette..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:09 PM]

Missing you all day long

I don`t know maybe it`s hot in here....Is it me or the weather..I have no idea....Ok Merissa has been asking me to write..because she says it`s very interesting.....Ok I need time to write.....I can`t write everyday....

Ok...things that I said early in the morning...I promised to study really hard....and pass all my exams so that I can pass the marriage thing....i`m still young and don`t deserve to marry very young....in 16....so got to promised my grandfathers....

Merrisa,my dear...

What has romeo and juliet has to do with Mr Hussien? Huh? I`m just giving notes to my bestfriends from the express class.....And it has nothing to do with me....or Mr Hussien...

Ok today....
I went to school as usual....reached there around 6.50 am....yup as almost as usual...morning chats and gossips....Ya today`s lesson was Maths,History but the teacher was not around so we had to do english....oh damn...and then recess...Rachael was talking about David Fantasy..so this is how it went..It was something like this

Rachael: You want to hear a David Fantasy?
The rest and me:Yup...
Rachael: So David Archie and I was loving dovey type.....ya so deeply in love...so one day....I opened the door and saw David Archie and David Cook making out....ya then I said David...you don`t love me anymore...so David Archie was like ooh....It was so hot in here.....so I started screaming like I mad...
Me: Huh? okay la...
All:*started to laugh like mad*

Wow...lucky Mr Ramlee did not came to our class because we were so loud after that was malay.....sigh...how can malay ends up to be so boring.....so after malay...went down to greet all the teachers...and then.....

Letitia and me:Good morning,teacher...
Me:Good morning,Mr Hussien....(actually I ended up saying Mr Hu.....)
Mr Hussien:Good morning..
While
Letitia:ZARIFAH! ZARIFAH!

I was like oh shoot...oh no....oh my god....My cheeks were bloody red when I saw him...how embarassing could that be.......you tell me....But i found it so funny...haha..never experience like this before.....I tell you so kecoh when I was in the classroom

ME: Is it me or is it hot in here?
while switching on the fan...

Ya I told everyone that.....
Ok admit it la...alright I admit that Mr Hussien is incredibly hot and cute....like those type of Taiwanese pop star...but I`m sorry i`m in love with someone else....and some of you might know it......

YA the end...

So how Merrisa...and the others...

Okay or not?

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:22 PM]

Missing you all day long

Romeo and Juliet...I have read these book like for the thousandth times....and I finally I understand everything.....from The song Love Story...but the way Taylor Swift sang it...it was half untrue.....

Romeo and Juliet first sight was at the ball located at the Capulet`s house.....Montague was not allowed Capulet House because they are enemies....Why?
They can`t get along....
Ok..so Romeo entered Capulet house without being notice....so when Romeo saw Juliet...He was so awed by her beauty...by then Juliet was only 13....

"Romeo
If I profane with my unworthiest hand
This holy shrine, the gentle sin is this:
My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand
To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.

Juliet
Good pilgrim,
you do wrong your hand too much,
Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss."

—Romeo and Juliet, Act I, Scene V

Ok...after the party...Juliet wanted to know where was Romeo from...yup she had a nurse so the nurse asked Romeo and Juliet was kinda dissapointed when she found out that Romeo was from Montague.

Yup this was after the party...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4e1t1SVzI0
Watch ok..I can`t upload the video here...

Yup..soon with the help of Friar and the nurse....Romeo and Juliet married silently.....without her/his parents knowing it... yup....so they get married and things became more complicated....

Tybalt,Juliet cousin was killed by Romeo because Romeo`s cousin/friend Benvolio was killed by Tybalt....ya so the friar said in order to get the marriage well...Romeo and Juliet has to spend the night together...

It was then Romeo and Juliet ran away from chaos....ya things did happen there.....Romeo taught that Juliet was dead...so he drank a poison.....yup when Juliet woke up...she found out that Romeo was dead so she stabbed herself with a dagger into her heart....

So when everything was found out the ruler said it was better to be united..so the Montague and the Capulets were reunited....

Was there a happy ending compared to Taylor Swift song,Love story?

The answer ws no...becuase neither Romeo nor Juliet were alive because they had to live in chaos and ended up dying together...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:27 AM]

Missing you all day long

Zarifah...you have been tensed up all the while...what makes me smile?
Seeing that person makes me smile....Looking at my friends smile...will make me smile....

To check a few things...
1.Sit properly when you`re at the computer....oops...sitting like some kind of apek...ok now much better...
2.Find a pen..just in case want to write down some things...oh done...
3.See who`s on msn....ohh..Abang Adi is online...yay...now got entertainer...
4.Smile and relax....I can`t relax...Someone,Please?
5.Breathe,breathe,breathe.....done

Ok...I have talked to Namira about it....It as in it...it....you guys might know....
hint* friendship with a boy...
Ok get to the point....talk about that particular person and Mr Hussain...she told me just to relax....It`s ok about Mr Hussain just a stupid crush...will not last long.....ya it`s better not to tell that particular person as friendship might turn sour....

Happy Fourthenth,Namira! ya just in case....I just got to figure it out....as my brother was to embarassed to tell...ya whatever...last long!

Today!
I followed Letitia and Claire for recess...they were so sweet! Love them...and all of you.....Yup....I did not know that they could be very sweet....Ya....thank god...they are not like some others...you know who I meant...

Thanks to!
Ok this are the people who I want to thank and say I love you!(random orders)
1.Nurul
2.Sufi
3.Denise
4.Rachael
5.Letita
6.Claire
7.Regine
8.Jade
9.And YOU! YEs you...the one that`s reading this...

Ok...Twilight fans...New moon will be out somewhere on 2009...So got to wait..patiently

Ok if you don`t know...now you know!

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:21 PM]

Missing you all day long

I don`t want to lose to a challenge again...this challenge was about trusting myself.....as you can see friends sometimes can be blind....(not as in blind,blind)....just a figure of speech.....

The things why I say this:
1.I will always be there for you and I be really there for you...
2.If you`re upset...please....I`m trying to cheer you up and make you smile...although I can`t make my day even happier...
3.I will try to stand up for you...eventhough I never do anything wrong...
4.Just say it i`m damn irritating...I understand....I will not disturb you...

To my dearest friend,Rachael and Jade....and some others,

I`m so sorry if I have irritate you before...just want to cheer you up becuase I don`t wish to see you grumpy and upset...I also don`t want to think of me like Jolene....I promised to everyone to make everyone really cheerful...even I can`t make my day....

Dearest Nurul,

Ok to tell you frankly..I have not spend time with you during tuition on Wednesday....ya because of some stupid cca....I really love you as you are my bestest friend...My world have just turn upside-down...and thanks for talking to me...LOVE YA!We spend time alrights..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:23 PM]

Missing you all day long

You know what Guys....

About Mr Hussie.....It`s just a stupid crush....thanks arh abang adi....so there`s nothing ok

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:00 PM]

Missing you all day long

Zarifah...breathe just breath.....I can`t....I`m like a stone which has no feelings and hidding my stupid emotions...

Ok going to do a time line what I did today

8.05am-left the house to go to school....thank god my grandfathers are still healthy...

8.30 am-reached school...had to eat breakfast...

8.45-went up the hall....and stared at Mr Hussien...I was already blushing by then...my god....he`s so cute....to that person I`m so sorry...but don`t worry you`re much more cuter and hotter than him....

9.15am-2.45pm-talk about Mr hussien....day dreamed....don`t worry I`m a teenager....teenager faced that during their period of changing....

Now-talking to Merrisa about the teachers including him....my god...

Ya and today angklung I felt so horrible to Denise....

Sorry Denise...I should also help you just now but I couldn`t....I felt like a stoned...and it`s me and Sufi`s fault ok that`s why you did not get to perform..

And to namira....
I need to talk to you about something....I think you`re the right person whom I can talk to...if I talk to someone else...I feel so uncomfortable to talk about something...

Thanks

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:15 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok....all of you know that now we have a cute and hot teacher in our school....But i`m just going to admit it...He`s cute la.....but I don`t think I deserve to say that I have crush or in love with that teacher....

But before I continue I got to do my checklist....

1.Changed to home clothes..oh done...

2.Talk to someone online on msn...

3.If it`s a classmate,ask whether have homework..

4.start typing on my blog...

and lastly don`t forget to

5.Breathe...breathe....

ok all done...

Mr Hussien is a teacher...not my teacher but someone else teacher....He teaches History and Social Studies..am I right?

Ya all I have to say that he`s kinda cute but I don`t like him because someone else in these world will be jealous...I don`t want to make that person jealous...

oh no,I just ate hot dog from school....and I still want hotdog...tempting for it....

Ok Mr Hussien...is just an ordinary teacher and i`m an extraodinary student....He`s a teacher that teaches history and social studies....i`m a student who loves history.....yup...there`s nothing wrong with it......There`s nothing common with it......

ok gotta go..byes

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:58 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok...I want one! My mum recently has a new toy! It`s her very new pink notebook....I want one......It`s about 1.9kg....can you believe it...It`s very light...can you believe it....It`s very tiny...like the normal size of our e maths textbook......

Ok there are certain things that for my birthday are:
An Ipod...not Ipod touch but a normal Ipod...
A second hand laptop...that could be put in my room for privacy....I`m not that dirty minded people remember.....
A converse shoe....black in colour....
A star-hoodie from atok sukri...

Ya but the laptop...It`s ok if you give me when I`m much older.....because I really do understand......some things my parents can`t afford for me like a rag doll cat.....becuase rthe price of a ragdoll is almost equavalent to the price of one second hand laptop that can be used and well kept.....

There`s some things that I have already have like a new phone,another type of hoodie....
Ya one of my wishes are also hope that my bestfriend,Nurul have somethings that she really ones.....and do you know that finally SACSS has a male teacher that is so cute and good-looking....haha....too bad....I can`t....I know why...well most of you don`t know....Ya the new teacher`s name is Mr Hossein.....ya Nurul told me that he`s like half japanese...Either he`s lying or what....I was like OMG!Ya,hello Sec 1s....have you not ever seen someone hotter than Mr Hossein....ya there are many guys that are more hotter than him and I bet that he has already have a girlfriend...than you can`t interfere...and I will try not to be the kaypo one.....

And Mr Ramlee is not! Ya that`s what me and Nurul think....and I don`t like him la.....he`s so whatever....Omg...I`m like a girl that i am like can tell this....all of this....not gossips but true facts....

Tuition went well today...it was only my best friend and I...Yipee! we were like talking about the teachers...so fun....hope we do some day...kay`s go find Danial,alrights?

Well she has dreamt about him more than twice...Oh man,I think my uncle went to the Sinar Lebaran...I think he will get to see Danial.....Not fair....I meant for you not for me...

Byez....
xoxo....gossip girl...(omg following the gossip girl theme)

Remind me to watch the next episode of 90210.....the new one alrights...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:01 PM]

Missing you all day long

I forgot to post up a song for last month and this month so my song dedication...ya first song is love song....it`s bascially for everyone....

Head under water
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for me
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see,
I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today Today..

I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide, gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say

I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today. Today..

This are meant for the people who has been asking where`s my love....ok your love is here because this my dedication for me to you...

AND

Happy Birthday,Naomi!
ok if you read this,
Hope you stay happy and all your wishes to come true...and etc...
although i`m not so close to you...but I will just wish ya...ok..

And

I`m supposed to ask Namira some question but i forgotten what to ask her....by the way Namira Nasir is a very nice girl....so don`t think she is very bitchy...she is the one that I can talk to on msn when you guys are not around.....she`s like a sister to me....ya so don`t make fun of her....

Yup and there somethings you should all know....I`M A HISTORY REP....Why?
BEcause everyone wants me to become one...I`m like hello guys I`m not that responsible...and I`m always forgetful...

the next song will be soon..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:32 PM]

Missing you all day long

Ok here goes.....Everyone shut up....you are making me insanely crazy and stressed...maybe upset too......

Akmal...here`s a personal message for:
I`m tired and I don`t want you to brag me not to make the wrong friends...I make the right friends....and Rini,Rafiqah even Elleyana are considered good friends...If you have not heard the phrase..."Don`t judge a book by it`s cover" than you will understand...sometimes i`m hurt when you and nenek judge a book by it`s cover....It`s irritating....what happens one day when i say " Akmal,you can`t make friends with Hazim..."how would you feel...hurt riggt.....I`m not some kind of dog that you can order around....when you stay it really does stay.....I`m not a robot where I got to listen to you all the time....and if you want to know them more....you should like ask me that you want to meet them....and I really do want to make friends and not foes....understand?

Nenek:
Stop blaming me that i`m wrong....yesterday when you said that mama was dissapointed with me..as in my psle results...and some other things...you were all wrong....mama really loves me...what would she that to her child that is me...I`m the only baby girl in this family...and I don`t deserve by you saying that mama works so hard and this kind of results I give to her....it`s so hurtful...I don`t know know whether I can forgive you...but it really hurts the most...when you said that...and you can`t judge Rini,Elleyana and Rafiqah based on their clothings....because you have not seen their family background....look at Rini...she almost going finish her Quran...how could you say those type of things....And that`s why I talked to you like this today...because I desrve to be praise and I did try harde enough to make everyone proud...and now i`m really crying and down to earth....

Atok(s):
Thank you atoks..I love you very much....thank you for understanding me....I really want to repay you but I really can`t find out how to repay you...the only thing that I can repay you is just only a little prayer that really can help you alot...wherever I am always am,you will always be there for me..thank you!

Ok....this are my message from me to the people stated to them....

Everyone:
thank you for helping me alot...I really love ya.....as friends and family too..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:40 PM]

Missing you all day long

I asked you....and please tell me....I really do miss having you around....

Your smiles
Your laughter
Your voice....

I don`t know how long can I keep it but I seemed to miss you....

Ok today...a lesson must be really taught to Akmal and Abang Zafran...

1.I can`t accept when you always put the blame on me...because I`m always RIGHT! you heard me...

2.My friends are my friends....your friends are your friends.....plus I have never ever insaulted your friends before....especially this is for you,Big Mouth Akmal....Ok...you can make fun of my friends...but just remember this I have never had insaulted your friends your friends before....

3.You can`t just nag at me like that...you listen to me and just do it.....Because I`m the boss of me!

Thanks...finally you know me..thank god....

Yesterday was the funniest...
at giant tampines....

I bought abang snapple mango madness and end up drinking his snapple and he did told me that last time he used to make fun of Namira and her friends.....haha...but I not going to say what he said..because I don`t mend to be rude...

Yup at night we had steaks and fries....yup I cooked the fries....and after that Abang had very deep cut that made him so drowsy...poor thing....I really wanted to help but my parents asked me to eat...

Poor thing..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:29 PM]

Missing you all day long

I do have a new game in facebook and I love it so much....

Yupe the name of the game is Collecting Twilight characters....the game is kinda lame but I love it...Yup...yesterday was quite awkward...I have no idea I felt that way but I really didn`t know why.....
Met alot of friends...that I missed the most.....Letitia,Jade,Regine,Florence..etc.....Miss them lots....

I had a feeling that this year alot of things will happen....I really do want to make friends..not foes...Ya....I have the feelings that some people may not like me....because I`m quite when there are some classmate like Yin Ru,Michelle and the others....I don`t know what might come out from my mouth....and sometimes it can be mean...that`s why I prefer to shut up....firstly I don`t want anyone to think I`m weird...I`m not weird....who knows that person was jealous....

So my new class teacher is Mrs. Stevenson and Mdm Tay...Mrs Stevenson used to be me my home econs teacher....she is super friendly...and I think will have a great time with her.....She will teach General Science...CME...and others...but she will not teach me Physic,Maths and Mother tongue....
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Now my sitting buddy is Shermaine...she`s quite ok....friendly....I think helpful...I really hope that she will help me along the way....Oh God,please help me along the way too..

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LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:03 PM]

Missing you all day long

Yup 2008 has past so fast....I can`t believe it...It was so fast......and I have never thought that years can pass very fast...

Yup my new`s year resolution is:
Try to make new friends everyday....don`t give up in my work and always remember that are 1000 more kids than could be more whinner than me....so I`m pretty lucky....and I would want that I had never been to rtc this year....

Ya about the things that I would not be like the older kids who thinks they are cool and thinks that they own everything.....

Why?

Firstly...
Having a tattoo is not cool...especially when you want to remove it.....It hurts the most and it cost alot just to remove it....Plus it looks very scary looking when you have one...like for instance...some people would not go next to you because you`re considered DIRTY!

Secondly...
If you do own the road or whatever public items like who pays them?Your father?Hey if you think it like that way....MY father also pays for the public things...so it is not only yours....It`s for the public....alamak....those who things that public things are theirs are very STUPID!(right..can`t even share public things)

Thirdly...
Alcohol...no alcohol....ok...do you know what`s alcohol? It`s a drug.....my teories are...no wonder alot of drivers get arrested for drinking alcohol,that`s why it`s a drug...You take to much of it you will start taking even more and even you take alittle of it...you can`t stop yourself from drinking even more..get it?It`s a drug...don`t you learn it from your parents or you know when police come to your school to asked you what are the kinds of drugs right?
Ecstacy,Alcohol,Kentamin..etc are already consider drugs....and drugs kills you...so only you want to risk your life from doing it then do it....Because you`re STUPID not to think of the consequances...

Lastly.....
Underage Sex.....yup I know some girls have their puberty at 11...yup i`m not talking about puberty now but i`m talking about ***....ya if your boyfriend or girlfriend convience you to sleep with them...don`t do it..think twice...If not...YOU`RE STUPID.....hey what`s happen if that girl is underage....think of it....(boys)You will be arrested and you will be charged of raping...if you want to know more go ask your mother..mother knows the best so think before doing it....and like some cases....If the parents know that the girl is pragnant...no matter what both needs to marry because they have sleep together,right? why don`t they live together...and just imagine if you`re not in love with him/her....that`s too bad.....you either got to wait for the baby to give birth or the most scariest thing that every doctor does not wanna do is abortion....Abortion will be horrible for you(girls) and the doctor.....because It`s painful to see you suffering...

YA sorry..to some people i`m insaulting but this true....It`s happening to every teenagers....because they don`t think about the consequances......so you want to be safe so think twice....before this things happen....Teenagers might think that all this things are Cool but it`s not....I got this idea to write about this because I saw a malay girl from Changkat Changi Secondary...who`s clothes got not enough length to cover some parts of her body...like shoulders....and the shorts must be like pants....yupe she was talking loud like the school was hers..and she had a tattoo at the back and I heard that she was caught by a police because of getting a fight...You know how I understand they were talking in malay....

That`s why..hope you guys can learn from this..

LOVE,
Zarifah

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Missing you all day long