I don`t know what to do...but all I could think of is to cry damn hard until these swelling eyes bleeds....I know you guys might think that these is to emo...but the challenges that i`m facing is unbearable....
Here am I...speechless,sucky,crying and maybe useless.....Oh dear god,what`s happening to these united world...maybe it`s because I`m stuck in another dimension...I know I do feel bad of what I did...because you know why? It`s because of these chaotic thing going through my head....
See I`m listening to the most old song,Stay my baby by Miranda Cosgrove....It`s running through my head...Everything`s going be okay,everything`s going be alright....
But the sight point of my view...things are not okay....Because you know why?Ihave been crying since the last two weeks....and look at my freakingly ugly eyes....It`s swelling....It`s not helping me...It sucks...I want to smile...but i can`t.....I don`t know why...Maybe my parents doesn't know that i`m even....Now the song that`s what you get by paramore is running through my head...maybe the lyrics is right about me,That what you get when you let your heart wins....
Why am I upset for the last two weeks?
I DO CARE ABOUT MY CCA(ANGKLNG BAND)!!I try my best every practice to do better than the previous practice....and maybe the remarks that my seniors give make me feel kinda hopeless...but I promise I will do my best....
I LOST FRIENDSHIP......I don`t know why but i lost friendship with you know who....but I think that`s why people say "Friendship can turned sour"....
I KIND OF HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GIVE BAD REMARKS OF ME.....maybe that`s why....
OR
MAYBE ZARIFAH WAS GIRL WHO WAS BORNED NOT TO BE RELAXED.....I can`t calmed myself right now....I feel like going to the airport right now...and start crying while seeing the plan go off....
I just don`t want to talked about today....It`s horrible....You know what i`ve been saying to myself to shut this blog...but I seem to pay every penny to myself to write.....
Maybe I need to go on a holiday...and rest and maybe calmed myself down for good...
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
