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♥Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Last two days...

Hey guys,wondering where the hell I am right?Hell yeah! Sorry I had a bad dayy in school today.Because I think almost everyone was a major bitch but I don't really care what happen...Ok the thing is I got to finished up the art project and etc..

Ya finished and I think I remember who wrote what and what and what....Ok what exactly happened last two days.....

FLashback.....

Kor kor Cedrick and his older brother came to study with Kor Kor Erikson and Kor Kor James...SO had to study for 3 freaking hours...ya Suddenly I talked about Cerdick's batch,Daneh...They started to say his what and what...Abang said he looks a girl...so mean right? But I stopped them from talking bad about him...

Ya so I was so stressed up...and then played with Kor Kor Cedrick's laptop...nice leh..his laptop...but first it was raining had to wait until the rain stopped then we can go swimming...He was playing alsort of songs and even downloading some...

So later when swimming..Play lots of games...ha ha ha...played the pushing game...Cedrick wanted to challenge me but I rejected...

Eh eh..one day you girls come over to my house to swim..alright? alright?

LOVE,
Zarifah

[4:33 PM]

Missing you all day long

I'm bored so I gonna do this quiz..

1.What is your full name?
Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
2.Do you like your first name?
Yup...my parents gave me that name so ya..of course
3.How long have you liked the person you currently like?
1 month...why? I do like someone now...but I can't tell you who is it..
4.Have you kissed anyone in the last 48hours?
My mum la who else
5.Did you cry today?
Yes because i am missing someone so much...I don't want to talk about it and please don't ask about it please...
6.What are you doing this morning at 8am?
I was sleeping...I woke up at 8.30 am...so I was sleeping like sleeping beauty and is there a problem to it..
7.What are you doing an hour ago?
cooking fries and chicken
8.What are you currently doing?
typing my blog
9.Who last texted you a msg ?
Nurul Nazihah..my best friend...She asked me to do something but I can't remember what she ask me to do..
10.Have you told anybody that you love them today?
Yes..Nurul
11.Do you miss anyone now?
Yes...I do miss *ahem* now...why can't I see *ahem* now?
12.Any plans for tomorrow?
Sabo-ing Cedrick...think so if he comes tomorrow..he made me wet last week so i'm gonna push him in the pool i guess...
13.What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
My band had a silver ya so what...I'm still proud of my band and i will get that Gold with honours next two years...Is there a problem with that? If no,then shut up...
14.Is there anyone you want to be with now?
Yes...I already answer question no. 11...I want to be *ahem* now.
15.Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
No...I have nit
16.Name someone who make you smile today, how?
Nurul...Her massage made me smile
17.Name a friend whose name starts with Z.
My god brother,Ze Fang...oh wait I want to know how is doing in Ns...but tooo bad I got no of his phone number kinda lost it...
18.Which of your friend stays closest to you?
Not friend..but used to be childhood bestfriend,Sara...the SJAB senior now secondary 4.
19.Do you prefer to call or to text?
Text.
20.Was Yesterday better than today?
No yesterday was fun than today
21.Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
That depends....I can't live without tv if there's something nice on tv but I can't live without my phone because that's how I keep contact with friends...But..but...if there's nothing nice on tv than I can survive with it..but if there's a jerk sms-ing me something than I can live without my phone
22.Are you mad about anything now?
Yes...
23.Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
That d-depends...with who you are with right now..If I'm with a jerk than i don't think it's worth it...
24.Last person you visited in a hospital?
My grandmother..
25.When is your last and second last hug?
Nurul and Chelsea,my senior
26.What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
I can't I studying to Nurul Nazihah
27.How do you feel about your life now?
Tired and exhausted
28.Do you hate anyone?
Yes but why would I tell you who I hate now
29.Last person you called?
Home
30.Who usually sent you the most texts in a month ?
Nurul
31.Is your room messy now?
YES! But i'm gonna clean tomorrow
32.Your shortest relationship?
Secret..
33.Who do you look like?
I don't know maybe my aunt lot of people say I look like her but luckily my hair is more beautiful than her..haha...so sorry...no offence
34.Tag 10 people to do this survey !
1.Ryan Ross
2.Caleb Turman
3.Kyle Burns.
4.Pete Wenz
5.Kyle Patrick
6.Hayley Williams
7.Josh Farro
8.Brendon Urie
9.David Archuleta
10.Katy Perry

If you have donw,don't forget to call Singapore and ask Singtel for my name..

Second quiz
1. My friends...
are the most coolest and patient friends I have ever seen..You might call them "Bitch" or even "ass-hole" but I don't care because friends remain together and I totally love them alot...It's ok because I am them too..because if you hate them,that means you hate me too...and if you call them "bitch",you're calling me too..so those are my friends

2. I am listening to ...
It Ends Tonight by The All American Reject...If what i am listening to is based on my feelings and emotions right now whether I am lying or missing someone...So ya..If you hear me listening Believe Me I'm Lying by Forever The Sickest Kids..It depends what am I saying or doing..But if you see it on my blog it could possible be a dedication to someone

3. Maybe i should learn ...
Learnt how to play Ryro...I did learnt but I can't remember so I making all sort of tunes with the ryro...So bare with it..If I make Ryro sound so horrible...and if you're wondering who is Ryro...It's the name of my guitar and he is such a beauty...because he has a beautiful black colour...

4. I love...
Ryro my guitar...My family and friends....I also do love Erry Putra,Ryan Ross and the stars whom I love the most...

5. My plan ...
Will work tomorrow..If it does not work than i'm gonna find something to sabo my kor kor Cedrick

6. I don't understand ...
What is my mum trying to say every morning because she tends to mumble every morning here's an example..
Me:Are you going to work?
Mama:*mumbles* something that it's hard for me to understand...
Me:Than nevermind...

7. I lost...
a battle of revenge...so so so what..you wanna a piece of me,is it?

8. People say ...
I don't know what people say about me...I can't read minds..

9. I am missing ...
*ahem*

10. Love means ...
you're willing to take things for granted

11. Somewhere , someone is...
missing me...haha..

12. I am always searching for...
a place to hide from trouble

13. Forever seems...
hard if you have someone that likes you too...

14. I never want to...
get divorced after my 30 years of marriage...don't you dare cursed me..

15. My moblie phone ...
is beside me...all the time...either in my pocket or next to me..

16. When i wake up in the morning...
I will have a big smile on my face..waiting for today and what's going to happened

17. I get annoyed when ...
ite boys or boys from other schools make that kissing sound...Man,now I got my secret weapon so becareful..

18. Parties are ...
Fun but it depends whose party you're going to...If you are the second oldest cousin than it will be sooo boring but if you're going to your classmate one than it's going to be very fun...

19. Hugs and kisses...
meant to be shared by the person you love alot..

20. Today i ...
Wanted to be very "bitchy" but it wasn't my day..

21. Tomorrow i will be ...
at home listening to my mum nagging at me

22. I really want ...
to be rich and marry a rich man..

23. i ...
want to say " I love youu" to *AHEM*

24. What is your phone brand?
Nokia 6120 Classic

25. What are the last 3 digits of your phone number?
Very nice number...777...

26. What does the second message in your inbox says ?
Merry x'mas to u too :-) by Claire

27. Who was the last person u rang?
Home

28. Who was the last missed call from?
My mum..

29. What is the oldest message in your inbox says?
I've changed my email to *private and confidental* Ty.
Do add kay.

30. Who comes after ' J ' ?
Huh?After 'J' is 'K'

31. Go to your sent message - what doest the tenth message says?
Ma i'm on my way home but the bus is just too slow..

32. Who is your network provider?
Singtel

33. How many message are there in your inbox?
Just checked there are 64 massage in my inbox.

.34. Who do you have on speed dial three?
I think it's my grandfather's phone number..

35. If you're on prepaid card , how much credits do you have?
$0....I used my money fast..

36. Who's the first person who comes after ' C '?
Claire

37. What do you have as you main ringtone?
I can wait forever by Simple Plan.

38.Tag 10 people to do this survey!
Anyone who wants to do.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:08 PM]

Missing you all day long

You know what?

I'm really tired.I don't care what others think about me or my band.I'm saying this caused i'm proud of my band.Angklung Band.I don't care what Siglap thinks of us.But i am really proud that I got the Silver.

My post today will be very short.

Yesterday.

I had oral.Wow! I was the first one tested because i'm the time keeper.Ya but I did talked alot.That's what I am proud of.Haha..I find it tough sitting on the chair for like 1 hour plus.I wanted to stretched my leg.After Eunice was reading. The teacher said I could go and I was like oh thank you teacher,ya so waited for Nurul.

Went to Nurul for awhile to take something and remove the nail polish...Ya on the way back she kept on asking how do I tie my hair.So i told her how I tied my hair.

Few things I was rather dissapointed:
On my way home,there was group of mats making that rather irritating sound.The best thing is to ignore it and pretend you are smsing your friend....So that they might think you're not single.

The mats think that you're a cheap girl.Pretend to talk on the phone with people that you have just met.

Ya I know it's kinda embarassing but it does really work.But I got to thank myself for not making myself fight with the mats or minahs.

Ok that's all

LOVE,
Zarifah

[1:51 PM]

Missing you all day long

Everything is gonna be okay,Everything is gonna be alright

I have been saying that today.After my syf results.Ok I will tell you what I did today.

Maybe not.

Just want to upload the photos that I took recently

I just wished I could turned back the time.

Im lost at words.Just wanna things to be perfect but it's not.

I just wanna say I'm sorry that I fail.I tried my best.Really.You might think i'm faking but i'm not.

To my friend,Sufi:
I'm sorry for your lost but I will always be there for you okay..and I will be your friend to cry and hugged.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:26 PM]

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Almost fainted in Giant Tampines.

Ok as you all know that i'm still sick.I was on mc but yet I went out with my mother to find some things.Like shoes.But firstly went to Parkway Parade to have lunch at Pastamania and then went to find hair acessories and shoes.I only could found the hair acessories but not the shoes.I also did buy a face mask to apply on my face.I have now got lots of pimples on my forehead.

So then went to buy ez-link cover with my mum.My mum had the forever friends while I had the liverpool f.c cover.They sold it like 1 for $1.20 and 2 for $2.00....cheap right?After that went to Sasa to buy my face mask and then followed my aunt home.She was also there!I did try to look for shoes but I guess I was kinda fussy.It must be white,has strips and a low heels.Ya but could not find one.

At Mak Ucu's house played with Bell(her cat) and with my cousin,Amiee.Ya after Amiee had changed went down to wait for Mak Ucu because she was going to attend a party at Punggol and Suntec City.Ya so she dropped my mum and I off at Giant Tampines.

At Giant Tampines,I was starting to feel drowsy and my mum did panicked because I almost fainted s she grabbbed the things for tomorrow and hed back home by taxi.I could not walk properly and the estimation time taking the taxi was like 15 minutes so one taxi around 5 minutes.

At home went to rest but by then I was applying the face mask on my face.Taake 20 minutes to apply and peel it off.Abang reached home around 7. So mama also did not cooked dinner so we went out to Sempang Bedok to eaat dinner at Mad Jack.It was sooo delicious.I want to eat there again but it's expensive.Can one of you guys bring out to eat at Mad Jack ok?

Now done stil feeling drowsy.I got bad flu and very drowsy.Ok good night,people.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[10:08 PM]

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I am really sick yesterday..

I really felt so stupid yesterday,why didn't I tell Mrs Stevenson that I was not well and I feel terribly weak...

Yesterday...

I went to school.I felt sicked while I was on my way to school.My reactions,Oh gosh what's wrong with me.I should hide it until after school which would ends around 6 pm.During maths,I felt the urge to faint because my body was reacting weak and my face was becoming pale and paler.

It was then VE lessons.I could not bare enough of the pain and really wanted to pass out because of my weak body.I want to stay longer because of the syf practices and because of me.I do not want to be all left out in my sudies.

After PE...
Recess,my face was already too pale to survive a couple more hours.I guessed I should eat so that I could not miss out in my cca.Ya so we went to the bookshop and I went to get somethings the last 5 minutes of Recess with Rachael,Jade,Fran,Leda and Claire..b the time going back,my head felt with giddiness and I did passed out.For that 10 minutes I can't remember what happen but I only remembered people were surrounding me to get myself up.

Went to the sickbay.Totally pale...They went to call my grandfather because both my parents were working.Ya so he came to fetch me up and brought me to the doctor...Vomited in the car.

Went to the doctor and the doctor said stomach flu..man..not again..Ya so rest at home until my mum heard the news and rush home...

I was totally dissapointed about myself..Hope it does not happened again..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:39 PM]

Missing you all day long

I had alot of fun today...

TOday was the best day ever....I think...I think I'm beginning to like the Jonas Brothers again after watching the movie.

Today school was usual.I had played a prank on Letitia.What I did was I took her wallet and quicky run away so she was worried and thought she left her wallet at the standing table...sighs....I guess today I was kinda childish....

I just wanna say people please don't make fun of me just because i'm an Adam Lambert fan.He's ok what.So what's the big deal?I know you guys are so into Kris.I bet Adam will win...haha...like what I always say Liverpool will win...

Ok after school,went to follow Rachael,Letitia and Claire to Tampines Mall to meet Jade...haha...she was dressed so stylish..You know...ya...
so went to the cinema...Bought popcorn,nachos combo..well everyone shared the money..

I tell you although the movie was short,It was AWESOME..Now I have to watched 17 Again with Nurul,Sufi and Denise...sorry guys...

Ya after that went to Tampines 1...I tell you there was alot of gabra in the story.Went to Times to camwhore...I will upload the photos soon..

Ok now,im freakingly tired..got to take fedex because of my flu...and then sleep

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:51 PM]

Missing you all day long

I'm trying to play hey there delilah by plain white ts but I need someone to teach me because I got a new toy today...an acoustic guitar...

here's the video i'm trying to follow but I find it kinda hard

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someone help

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:41 PM]

Missing you all day long

Hey guys if you're wondering where the hell I am...i'm here busy but I promised to update soon..

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:06 AM]

Missing you all day long

TOday was my BIRTHDAY!!

Ya...I had a great time in school although people did forgot about mine.Early in the morning I was so tired but I did not know why I went to school...sighs I`m so tired can I just show pictures...

Shermaine and Yin Ru decorated my table by writing birthday wishes and etc...sighs...

Me jumping for joy at my grandma's house...I was over the top

Ya I also had a stupid video I think I will upload it....but it's not..It was during tuition time because tomorrow will be my best friend birthday...

Nurul...haha tomorow is her birthday..sorry about the video quality by the way...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:19 PM]

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The good service and the worst case scenerio...

Have heard of the term "Good service begins with you"?

No right...it must be "Good service begins with me"

Ok I should not name one of the place I recently go and the person was so angry with the customer and I should not name the person who was a customer.

Ya dear customer,

Please don't use the word " I don't care"...please be more polite and say "Oh,Thank you very much I really appreciate what have you done." The term " I don't care" makes the person really angry.Even more impatient.....

Ya and the person who was serving the customer should say "I'm really sorry I could not ....." instead of "*&*^&%^$?>';<:" ....

I do really care for Singapore's future what happens if one day Singapore is such a rude city,huh? What happens if visitors does not want to visit singapore?

With this kind of treatment or the way how you should behaved is such an embarassment...honestly...

One of the good service I had was at The Changi General Hospital

I really applaud the service there....the nurse was really friendly,made me smile and etc....

I do want to go there in the future

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:35 PM]

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I guess people seem to forget my birthday...

Is it me or is it them who forget about my birthday?

My birthday is about 4 days away and i'm getting a year older but it seems that i'm kinda upset.I have wondered do people forget about my birthday.I guess it's a yes.Tomorrow I may celebrate with Cedrick and Amanda but if not it's me alone.

I do feel kinda upset when people do forget about my birthday.At least i'm patient enough to understand the thing of not celebrating it with your love ones....as in god brothers and sisters,family and even friends.

On the 8 Of April which is on a Wednesday...It would be my birthday...I'm going to celebrate it with my best friend Nurul whose birthday is just one day after mine and after that we would go out for a birthday celebration...I thank Allah that I still have my best friend whose the only one that would be there for each other.

But I really don't know how will I faced the class with tears of joy or tears of pain that i'm not fully recovered yet...I am a stubborn kid...the doctor asked me not to walk up and down the staircase but did I listened...no I did not listened as I was cleaning the house preparing for the small celebration which gonna happen tomorrow...

The thing going in my head says.."Zaf don't cry,Zaf don't cry..."...the more it's saying it the more I do wanna cry....

Nurul no matter what on Friday the plan is still on if you got something on than go ahead...we can go another day...

Ok bye good night everyone..

But wait: where can I get a cheap acoustic guitar for my birthday?

LOVE,
Zarifah

[11:07 PM]

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Dearest God,

Dear Allah...I wish I would have a wonderful birthday in five days time...even if my relatives did not get me the thing that I always want..please make happy and enjoy life...I do also want my left ankle to be healed and I hope that on Monday,I could avoid the x-ray....I do want to cry all the time because of the memorises that was kept like the ring and song dedications.....

Amin.

Ok today....

My leg still hurts but sometimes I don't feel like telling others that it`s too painful....I want to go to school and learnt and study....I do missed my friends alot...Letitia,Claire,Rachael and the others.....

Ok I do want to put a song that made me cry last year which someone sang it for me during my birthday..Ok you guys...can laugh at it but I do not really care....because that was a song dedication gaven to me by someone whom I used to love and was loved...but I know now I'm heartbroken...and don't really know what to do....

So this is the song that I put on my blog for a couple of weeks than maybe I will removed...I put this song just for a special reason...

And the song is Jenny by the Click Five....

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:35 PM]

Missing you all day long