BLOW ME AWAY

♥Sunday, May 31, 2009

Hey peeps. I just returned from Camp Corri and it was really AWESOME!It was three days two night camp and I had fun! Charlotte,you should have joined it was really fun down there!

Alright,let's start it with day 1.
Okay the first day, we had to be in school at 7.30 pm but I was there around 6.55 pm.I met Emma and Letitia and we went up to the hall together.My god,my bag looks as if I was going to climb Mount Everest.After that we chat in school to see what we had brought.Then,the teacher were there to instruct us what to do.I was assigned to Instructor Baby Ben! Whereas my other friends such as Letitia and Denise were assigned to Instructor Shelly.We had our ice breaker.My god, Instructor Baby Ben was so soft,no offense but ya he was soft,I could not hear him properly.

We learnt all sort of cheers like the hungry cheer and many more.I know some might think it's very stupid but I say it's cool. The school gave us breakfast which was curry puff,very yummy you know.Everyone had one even Instructor Baby Ben and the student leader.

The student leader were actually the one who taught us alot of cheer even the camp corri cheer.After that we had to go down to the sunken foyer to get onto the bus to Jalan Bahtera Campsite.We had the whole 45 minutes to enjoy the aircon on the bus as there was not any aircon at the campside.

When we reached there,I had a mixed of positive and negative feeling.My negative feeling was this camp was probably boring.But it was not true.Had lunch.I could remember it was Rice,chicken and vegetable and a banana.

After lunch we had nature rumble.WOAH! I had fun walking through the mud at nature rumble although the mud was heavy I managed my fear from getting too dirty.I finally overcome the fear of it.Yuki was scarad but I guessed this might be her first time walking into the forest.Could hear alot of cricket sounds,kinda irritating but I was okay with it.Before that we had a hornet drill.Since hornet are dangerous tiny creatures we had that drill in case if the instructors had saw one in the forest.First you have to lie down on the floor quick with your head facing the floor and covering your face with the tshirt and crossed your legs while lying down.This was because the two important parts were the heart and the face.If it was to get stunk there our face would be swollen and heart might feel so heart to breathe.

We didn't managed to go deeper as we were running out of time and had no chance of going into the deep mud pool.I would so want to go in there.We had not enough time as our next activity was Kayaking.

During Kayaking I had to pair up with Florence,trust me.Being with her can be really tough but I managed it.It's hard because she tends to whine alot.But we managed to cooperate.To me, I tend to get fustrated with her easily.No offense but yes I tend to get fustrated with her.

After Kayaking,we had to shower and get ready for dinner by then it was almost 7.30 pm.Dinner was okay.After dinner we had another activity which was kidnapped.Li Feng and Sammi was kidnapped by Chief Veron and we had to rescue Li Feng as Sammi was supposed to be reascued by Instructor Shelly's group. We had to do alot of things like sing the class cheer and use water balloon to catch it.

Poor Li Feng. I was worried about her actually. Then it was supper had bread and milo.And then wash up and go to bed.

Day 2.
Rise and shine. Managed to change but not bathe because we were not allowed to bathe in the morning.It takes alot of time.We had breakfast duty.Eat breakfast and then we helped to serve the food.My duty was basically was checking on the students when they washed their utensils.15 seconds to a student.

Then after breakfast duty,we had low elements such as the swinging thing. Then it started to ran heavily.Man,damn pissed. Our student leader taught us a game called captain's on board.
The game goes like this:
Atlast means sweeping or mopping.
Captain's on board means stand still no doing anything
If they want to move they have to say Atlast.
*A number* on board means any number had been called has to sit down in that number and peddle on the boat.
Dinnertime means 3 people.2 eating and 1 acts as the table.
Dancing means two people dancing
Starfish means standing on a foot putting one hand like superman

That's all I could remember.But the game was damn fun.We also sand the cheer for the titanic cong which go on and on and on and it could be really irritating.

Then I did cried because I really wanted to go for Abang Kamil's engagment.Rachael did cheer me up.I did alot of things so that when I see him I could tell him what I did in camp.LIke rock climbing and flying fox.

For flying fox,I was alittle too curious as my head was filled with lots of question to ask the coach.But I managed to went down.

Then for rock climbing I was a little dissapointed when the anchor man wanted to let the Bellier go.I thought I should give up because the way she said it I could hear everything and was saying "Falling" but with the support of everyone I managed to do it.

Priscilla said my lips was purple.HAha.We had a little activity which was our last minute plan to perform for the campfire.We performed to the song " sugar" and we did a good performance.

Our time to sleep was 1.oo am. I slept early like 12 plus and woke up exactly 7 am.

Day 3.
Helped to clean the camp and it was our last goodbyes.

I think I should have stayed at the camp longer because I really regretted going home.When I reached home.Guess who's the first one that I was scolded and was called being rude at.

My grandmother like duh.Maybe staying at school is much more better than staying at home.Well I'm not at fault.I did not asked to be fetched up and etc. Well I'm independent I know my way home and anywhere to run off.

Now really regret staying at home.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[2:41 PM]

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Well life does not work that way.

Ok today my post will be Well Life does not work that way.To me this topic is quite huge.Well because my life is full of things that are really complicated.That's all I could say.Me lacking of motivations and etc. Well I have planned everything starting from now.

Zarifah,
well I will have to work three times harder.I promise.Stop daydreaming about Mr Hussien.Ya promised.Wait until the exams than I could do it.

Well camp is just a few days away.Man I don't get the class cheer at all.Today Meleah taught me to do the class hand shake which is very confusing.Man,I really had a hard time shaking it...

well,I'm kinda tired tomorrow meeting the teachers...This is for my own good so that I passed my exams...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:48 PM]

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Ok some people has asked me...questions like "Hey,Zarifah what is your top 10 celebrities?"

Well I have not decide by then.But now I could tell you.
Let's start it with the males..

Top 10 hottest male celebrities
10.Pete Wentz
9.Johnny Depp
8.Brendon Urie
7.Zac Efron
6.Matt Dallas
5.Adam Gregory
4.Lucas Till
3.Kyle Burns
2.Ryan Ross
1.Caleb Turman

Top hottest female celebrities
10.Britney Spears
9.Ashlee Simpson
8.Hayley Williams
7.Paris Hilton
6.Nicole Hilton
5.Aly Michalka
4.Lisa Origliasso
3.Jessica origliasso
2.vanessa hudgens
1.Megan Fox

Ok now you got it!

LOVE,
Zarifah

[11:32 PM]

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Mis padres están enfadados conmigo?
(Are my parents angry at me?)

Estoy Zarifah, una chica que destrozó un millón de pedazos de mi corazón.
(I am Zarifah,a girl who shattered a million pieces of my heart.)

No he tenido suficiente motivations.I estoy muriendo de motivations.I estoy enfermo y cansado de toda la comparación made.It mi derribar las marcas no sólo que me hizo, pero hacia abajo.
(I have not had enough motivations.I'm dying of motivations.I'm sick and tired of all the comparison made.It made my marks pull down not only that but made me down.)

Todo lo que se podría pensar de mí mismo o matando a huir de casa ... pero algo me impide hacerlo.
(All I could think of is killing myself or running away from home...but something is stopping me from doing that.)

Back to English

I do think everyone is angry at me.I wanna quit.But I do have to work hard now.I do have a song dedication for myself and other people like Sammi and Charlotte....Hope you guys listen..

It is on the playlist...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:01 PM]

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Bueno, ya he estado usando francés en los últimos days.Let ahora utilizados español
(Okay,since I have been using French for the past few days.Let me now used Spanish.)

Estaba tan triste today.Adam Lambert perdido American Idol, pero gracias a mis amigos que me alegrado mucho!
(I was so sad today.Adam Lambert lost American Idol but thanks to my friends they cheered me up alot!)

Por favor, no todos se burlan de Adán sólo porque usted hace que homosexual.If, apuesto un día Kris Allen será la próxima Clay Aiken.
(Please everyone don't make fun of Adam just because he's homosexual.If you do that,I bet one day Kris Allen will be the next Clay Aiken.)

Bueno detener el español y ahora estoy de vuelta a Inglés.
(Okay stop the Spanish and now i'm back to English)

Ya everything was true I was really upset that Adam Lambert didn't win American Idol.Adam Lambert,if you are really reading this...This is a fan from Singapore and I know you did your best..although you did'nt win...I'm okay with that but you're still my idol!

I know it's imposible for Adam Lambert to read my blog.But I hoped this message would spread all the way to America.

Okay congrats to the Kris Allen fans.I didn't know he could win American Idol and I know I know that Alison is way better than him...sorry but it's true..

During cca,
My friends and I had played truth and double truth then we changed the game to Double truth and triple truth.Since no one did not want to do the dare.I ever did once...HAHA!

I felt so much better..now at home feeling damn tired...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:07 PM]

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Bonjour les gens. Zarifah ici!
(Hello people.)(Zarifah here!)

Je crois que j'ai une toquade avec un danseur qui est complètement chaud!
(I think I have a crush with a dancer who is totally hot!)

Haha. Je sais qu'il est trop vieux pour moi mais je suis pas mal avec cela.
(Haha.I know he's too old for me but i'm okay with that.)

Mais je crois que j'aime quelqu'un d'autre ... si triste
(But I think I like someone else...so sad)

Ok en arrière à l'anglais
(Ok back to English.)

Ya so I went to school.Eventually today school starts even later than usual.It started around 8.45 pm.Ya so we had early recess.It was almost after assembly.

Ya after recess.We had the youth olympic games tour around the museum.Carol was the one who was giving the tour.She was trained to give us a tour from register number 21 to 40.Regine was touring register 1 to 20.To me Carol did well giving us the tours.But...but...I totally blamed the "no offence" egos...Ya sometimes I really do can't stand them very much.I wish they could behave well and listen to Carol.I could see how dissapointed she was to some people.Sighs...I believe when we are as a class we are united..Carol..I belive that you did ok!..You should be proud of yourself...

After that went back to the school again.We had to wait until 1.40 to be released and then we could have lunch before going to Victoria Theatre.I ate kind of heavy I guess.Everyone was looking tired when we were back..Sighs....me too...So after eating we went to the sunken foyer to assemble.To be prepared to go to the Victoria Theatre...Had to wait for some people yet they have not apologisied to us.Well let's say maybe one day,you will not be forgiven.

So went we reached the Victoria Theatre.There were like alot schools there.One of them were Katong Convent and Tampines Secondary.My god,why does the boys have to stare at us.Are they jealous or something.Well what I think is,IT'S DAMN IRRITATING OKAY!

Ya so went in the theatre,too bad the sitting is not free sitting.So I was sitting with Denise and Fran.They were talking things about the dance.Denise well,she can't stop laughing but luckily I was so okay with it.My god,the dance were sooooo nice.I want to dance too.First they had a slow hip hop dance which was quite nice.It had no music with it.The thing last about 40 minutes..wow I was so admired about how they dance.I wanted to dance along too.Then there was two djs from 91.3 fm...They were doing a rap.I had also had fun screaming and screaming so now my troats really hurts.

After that..There was a dance competition..Wow...it was so nice..I cheered for the Brazilians...and the guy with the black vast.That is whom I was talking about..my god,he's so hot! HOT!....

They could really compete well when it was last they were still dancing but they had an oncore thing going on.

SO Zarifah was blushing throughout the bus journey while Jac. Netto was giving so many jokes.

So now i'm at home and tired!

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:00 PM]

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quelle journée!
(what a day)
Ma journée était rempli de rire. Jaime tous mes amis.
(My day was filled with laughter)(I love all my friends).
J'ai daydreamed de M. Hussein aujourd'hui ...seulement pour rire
(I daydreamed of Mr Hussien today)....(just kidding)...

Ok back to english....
You know why i'm using french word....haha...for fun...haha...but it it takes alot effort using the french translator...

Ok saw Mr Hussien...I think he shaved his thing...because his facial hair looks gone...I was like wow!

YA so later we had this cyber thing going on..so our teache was Mr Stevie...He was talking something about gaming online and blogging...I got a feeling that my blog s under catergory B...

Catergory B:
It says that I write all my feelings here...and write things about personal things and reflect alot...

Ya...
I do feel so tired now...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:44 PM]

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Sighs what another day!

I have been home since moring uptill now...man,I think i'm damn tired watching indonesian drama...but it's so romantic...I love Indonesian Drama! Maybe who knows one day I could go to indonesia and be an actress there...

Everyone in indonesian looks so much older like adults but the truth is they are actually around my age...they start acting so young...man there's these girl whose name is Cinta Laura but her age is 15...see what I told you..

The drama I have been watching is Cinta Indah 1 and Cinta Indah 2...I have been watching parts of it...and I love it! It's about this girl whose name is Indah who works as a nanny in this rich person,Ratna's house....she is supposed to look after her two grandchildren....ya so there was two men..one is a single-father,Ryan and the other one is the younger brother,(can't remember what's the brother's name)...so both fell for Indah...

See that's a short sypnosis....ok bye...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:15 PM]

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Hello peeps...

It's me...me again like duh.So today is the second day after the exams,finally could relax abit.Ya had really fun things to do yesterday.Ya eventually I did.So today worst case scenerio,my cat,Murphee peed on my handphone and I lost everyones number...argh....and yes now my handphone is spoilt.So I am on loan.I loaned my grandmother's phone for the moment...hehe...In the morning I was crying because of my phone,well now my cat,Queen is really sick...I do feel pity for her..

So around 11 am.I went out with Mummy to town area.First we went to Plaza Singapura...Man,I have not been there like for 3 years.The last time I went there was to watch Oscar that pink colour alien and mummy's student was there...Ya ate at *thinking where I ate* argh nevermind someplace like Fish & Co. but it's not Fish & co. for lunch.

So went to walked around and then went to the MRT to City Hall...Went to Robinson to see a few things...Mummy wanted to shaped her eyebrows but she didn't because she said she could do it during the holidays.Went to Marks and spencer to buy chocolates=)....

Lastly took a cab to Parkway Parade...Ya went to buy a few things...Mummy went to buy some vitamins for herself..Ya at some blood type shop...Mine is O.It says something that strenghten the imune system I gues...Ya after buying took a cab and went home...

And now I am home,taking care of Queen...so poor thing...

Got to go peeps..I will update tomorrow

LOVE,
Zarifah

[4:52 PM]

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Today with Nurul,Denise and Sufi.

Sighs...what a long long long day....I went to Nurul house to meet up with the girls.Because why? There's no exam today as my exam is over=)....So I reached there around 11.00 am....Ya Sufi was wearing grey long sleve shirt and skirt...Denise long dress with a small jacket and jeans and Nurul was wearing spongebob squarepants t-shirt with vast and black skinnes...

So took bus 291 to Tampines Mall...Bought the tickets at Tampines Mall...Actually at first we don't know what movie to watch.Sufi and Denise wanted to watch Uninvited...I told them the movie is very funny..so they bought the movie tickets...I was actually joking with them when I told them that Uninvited was funny...It's actually a horror movie.

Our movie was actually 2.10 pm...so we went to walked around Tampines Mall and Tampines 1.Went there and bought a present for Nurul.It's actually a best friend necklaces.It's features is a broken heart-shaped with wordings.So there was two so I had the wordings "Best" and Nurul had the wordings "Friends"...ya so we did walked around Tampines 1 to the top floor too..

Ya the top floor was nice...There was an arcade and many spa shops and hair saloon...Yes then went to the basement to have New Zealand Ice Cream.Shared it with Denise and Sufi.After that we went to this interesting paper shop.I think it's for making scrap book.The shop is quite nice like as if you want to buy the whole shop.

So went to the movie.Watch all the trailers and the next movie I want to watch is "Drag Me To Hell"...I guess so...but no one drag me to watch..And...and...guess what?

I found Uninvited so funny.I was laughing like hell while everyone was screaming..There's a boy who was sitting infront of me...He was looking at me and I think he was thinking why the hell I was laughing with this sort of movie...

I tell you the movie is very funny...You wanna watch please bring me along...haha...

So after the movie went to Centuary Square and Tampines 1....again because Sufi wanted to buy something and a pencil case for herself....so after we bought...we went home...ok that's my day!!

Ok that's my day!

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:52 PM]

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Let's make it short today=)

Because I do have a massage for my new friend.My new friend.Ya he calls me bitch,well i'm okay with that by the way.But I call him drug addict not because he takes drug but I think it's because how his condition is like...

So this is a massage for you:
HAHA! I finally found who are you! You don't need to hid who the ___ you are but I finally found you thanks to google=)....Haha....Ok...You may asked how I found you on google...ask yourself...so long...mat...and...and...I finally know what's your ex girlfriend name from Pasir Ris Creast...YAY! Hey do I get a prize for guessing correctly?

Ok back to the blog..
I actually don't know what am I happy for but who cares. I also don't care if St Gabriel's Secondary School is higher ranking but who cares...What am I talking about..but I don't care...

Yay! Man got to get ready go to Nurul's house and then go to Tampines and EXPLORE!!!

Bye peeps...and bye Drug Addict...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:25 AM]

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Today was the last paper...sighs...It was quite tough...I guess I was struggling on the first question...

Sighs..sighs...The only question I could do was the last two question..

And And....Today I went out with Jade and Emma to Tampines 1.It was kind of fun...Now I'm very tired..wanna sleep because I don't get enough sleep I think that's all...

I don't wvwn know what to update today..hehe...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:10 PM]

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Sighs what a day!

Yesterday was mother's day as you can see.Well everyday is mother's day.You don't celebrate it once a year.You celebrate it everyday!

Well.Cedrick,Cedrick's older brother,James and Erikson came as usual.Sighs.I can imagine a thing without Cedrick because he's the talkative one.No offence.Well Erikson is the rebelious one and James...he's nice.I don't quite know Cedrick's older brother that well but he's quite compared to Cedrick himself.

So Cedrick and James bought a cake.A small piece of cake for my mum.And they also brought a game to play for mother's day.Uno Attack! Well they only played with themselves.Ya I guess they only came here to eat,then study,then to swim.

By 4pm.Everyone was in the pool except for Erikson and my older brother.Ya we taught James how to swim.He wanted to try to swim without a float but I guessed he wasn't used to it.Then chased Cedrick because he lost and I had to throw him inside the pool.Played for like 1 hour and Cedrick's brother and himself was diving all sort of stuns into the pool.Back flip and all sorts ah...Ya James was still practicing on his swimming and most of the time he was not even swimming.

After an hour Cedrick and his older brother left because they wanted to celebrate mother's day too with their mum.So it was left Erikson and James.They had their dinner here.Wah.I was damn worried about James because he did not felt so well.Everyone stopped studying except for James and played scrabble.Ya also had dinner too.I was so worried because he's chest was feeling so painful that's what he told me.And he had flu.Cedrick also did had flu.I think he started the flu bug.Ha!

So they left and abang followed James home because I was worried sick.Ya then at night I watched Harper's Island and a few scenes of the Scariest Places on Earth.It was so scary that I switched off the show after watching it.

Ok that was my day.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[12:59 PM]

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Today I will be posting something funny.
As you can see Japan has the most funniest pranks so this a few videos that could cheer you guys up.

Maybe you could watch this now..as it is damn funny

LOVE,
Zarifah

[1:24 PM]

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Taylor Swift music video of You belong with me is great!! Why don't you watch now!

watch ok...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[10:28 PM]

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Firstly when I update...I wanna wish Eleanor a very Happy Birthday!!!

Ya..She's finally 14! And to those you guys who hates her...please don't Eleanor.She's a nice and friendly girl.Ya...I know who you are and there's no reason for you to hate her!

Ok now geography.

Thank god! I went throught the things with Eunice.Thanks Eunice for making it easier for me to do my paper..thank god you did test me..

I completed the paper in 45 minutes.I thought the paper was quite easy.

Section A was the simpliest.
Section B abit of problem because I never bring my caculator and ruler.
Section C only one question out of the two I was able to do...

Ok guys we are left with 3 more papers!

We can do it!

Happy Birthday to You
happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Eleanor
Happy Birthday to you!

Ok that's all

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:35 PM]

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I have a song dedication for all the people who will be taking their exams until the next week=)

Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but
I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Okay...this is for you guys! Love you guys!

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:51 PM]

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I'm sorry for freaking you out....

So sorry
so sorry

You don't get it okay.
You guys don't know whom i am refering to.For those who knows good for you.

Ok to the person I want to say sorry to:
I'm so sorry.I am telling the truth why don't you believe me.Ok fine.I'm such an idiot right? Ya I am ok.Just at least reply me and say you're angry at me.I will sms you back the next 2 weeks.If you changed your phone number that means I let myself down.And..and..I'm a troubled girl to you right? Because you're gangster,right? You know what? To me you're a nice friend who cheered me up.You know I was upset yesterda.Itt was not because of you but because of myself.I am an idiot.Ya by the way thanks for helping on which subject combimation to choose...thanks...

Ok that's my massage to that person.I'm really sorry.Sorry.

I do feel bad about myself now.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:19 AM]

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