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♥Friday, August 21, 2009

blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this february darkness. has me hating everyone
and i know i give you comfort, but this trouble makes me sick
and the longer i lay here, i know it's harder to get up
without you

-part of lyrics, Call it karma by Silverstein.

Okay, i'm also going to talk about my karma today. Well, it seems that some people does not appreciate my effort in helping them. I saved a life today, gave up my seat to the elderly and why don't I get back my good deeds back again. Oh well, I did show a very good example to a senior because when she saw me giving up my seat, she followed my actions.

I think it's the way I seem to see it. Well, the reasons why I gave up my seat on the bus and in the train is well i'm matured and really understand what is it like to be an elderly because firstly, I'm always thankful that both my grandparents are alive and healthy and secondly I can't just see an elderly looking so weak on the bus well, I don't always think of myself, I do think of others around me.

Secondly, I did a great help helping someone in Whitesands. I knew she was about to fall on the escelator, I caught her fall, well if I was not around I knew she would have injure herself and there was some questioning why I didn't catch her fall and I would be blame because of everything. Because she went to the hospital because of me and worst still, the school repetuation will surely go down.

Well, I'm writing this is about how I feel about people today. They are so selfish about themselves that they don't think of helping others. I maybe old fashion but I do have a life and that's to help others. I believe helping others will work because when you help someone because someone will help another someone and the other someone will help anothe someone and so far that the world could be a perfect place to live in.

Well I know that someone stole my pink pilot pen because I know I have more than 11 coloured pilot pen in my pencil case. Well, I know who you are but you can have it because that pilot pen does not belong to you and secondly you are awfully poor. Ya, awfully poor. You know why?
It's because you can't afford a $2.10 pen. Well if you want,save money lar. Or asked your parents. I don't want to reveal your name but I'm sorry this is kind of embarassing but still accept it.

I'm really pissed. You know what? I will buy you a pink pilot pen for your birthday since you can't afford it. Serves you right! Well, and here's a massage to you, doesn't mean I treat you so nicely, doesn't mean you can treat me like a piece of crap. Never heard the term of karma? Ya that's my karma and I'm seriously going to tell in this blog how I can cursed infront and behind your back and I seriously tell you that it's pretty ugly. You know why? You maybe the last person I will cursed and swear and you know why I do this?

I pick my victims so there arh, somemore steal alot things from me. See how much trouble you will faced and don't go asking me taking back my words because firstly you have to gained my trust and secondly, give me reasons why should I take back the word...

Okay.Chiao mad world.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[10:28 PM]

Missing you all day long