BLOW ME AWAY

♥Saturday, August 22, 2009

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

-New Perceptive by Panic! At the Disco

Hey there,

I know what I have done is wrong on the previous post is wrong but to tell you all the truth. I had this horrible same dreams for three days straight. I am so much afraid that it may come true. Firstly, I need to talk to Nurul,Denise and Sufi because they really can cheer me up. Secondly, if it comes true, I will not know what others might think of me.

Maybe the more I said it, it might really come true. I think there should be a massage behind my nightmare, that I should take care of myself before it really happens. You never know. I think this is like my first time, I have a horrible nightmare like this because I have at least had aleast never had dreams before or had good dreams rarely.

Today was the first day of the fasting month and I was awfully tired because I wait until 12 am to wish Nell a happy birthday then really woke up around 5 am to have early breakfast then prayers..Then went back to sleep until 8 am.

So I didn't know what I did but I remembered i was looking at Mr Lee's slide on asknlearn and then sleeping again. Then we watched an inspiring movie Knights of South Bronx. Should watch because there was one boy who was so cute. It was about a game of chess.

Then we slept until 6 pm then cleaned and prepare to break fast at 7.15 pm. Really tired when you are fasting because you tend to use up all your energy.

Ciao. Got to sleep early tonight. Then tomorrow complete all my homeworks.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:18 PM]

Missing you all day long