BLOW ME AWAY

♥Monday, August 31, 2009

Take off your shoes
Come in the room
And baby, let's try not to argue
Turn out the lights
Turn on the radio
How can we fight when
I'm too busy loving you
I'm too busy loving you
I'm too busy loving you

-She's a lady by Forever the Sickest Kids

I'm sorry that I left just like that without any reasons. Ignore the picture. I just need to let it out okay. I guess yesterday I cried and cried for more than hours. Not because I met my primary school friends, it's because of one phone call, I recieved last night.

My aunt called, she wanted to talk to my dad. By then I knew something was really weird. My jaw really dropped when I asked my father what happen. My cousin's uncle whom I always talk to at every of my aunt's party organisied by her had just pass away, yesterday in Manila.

It was then, I started crying and crying. By that time I was singing Christofer Drew's song and finding a piece of lyric to put in the blog. I cried first. My father hugged me and told me it was alright. Mummy wasn't around because she had teacher's day dinner. When she reached home, I was still crying and called Nurul to talk about it.

I really don't know I just cried and walk out for a slow walk before I could sleep. Everytime, I wanted to go to sleep, I always wanted to cry. I could not take it a longer. So I just went to sleep. In the morning. I didn't woke up even better but it felt so much worse. I felt like someone haad punched me three times hard than I am usually punched at.

This isn't a dream, it's reality. Everyone has to faced it once in awhile. I had tried closing my eyes and counted to ten to know whether it's a dream but it did turn out true it was reality that I was facing.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:54 PM]

Missing you all day long