♥Thursday, September 10, 2009

What a waste
Where does the time go?
Where did our minds go?
I don't know
What's this place?
Where did my heart go?
We'll never know
I'll never know

-Too Much By All Time Low

I know I have listened to lots of music today but really couldn't remember what was going around me. Well, my friend plucked my white hair from my hair. I don't know what's wrong with me but maybe I'm too stressed. I did want to cry again but not in private but worse, on the bus. Where everyone could see me.

Why can't I let go?

It's just too hard. It takes time after time. Well, I have no idea where all the love go. I been crying myself to sleep. Or maybe. I'm too fond of that person who made me laugh alot and think about positive things.

What's new with me?

I have 2 new blogs. One tumblr and the other one onsugar. Well, you might think, it's alittle insane but who cares. I can cope with it. I have my purpose why I have these blogs. Well, sometimes I really don't have any idea what's wrong with me.

Well, I can't keep this feeling any longer. Wait, there are two feelings to these, one of these is loving someone and the other one is feeling of lost in another dimension. If I could rate myself I would be somewhere in the middle. Stuck with the lose of loving someone who is already gone and loving someone special. Who is me.

I really don't know when I will be properly healed.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:02 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


♥*TOOTS*

Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


♥Leave a massage here

hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .


♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



♥buddies

Zarifah's other blog
2/2 '09♥
SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



♥MEMORIES

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  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.