I've been waitin my whole life For a someone like you To go and pick me up And take away my blues It's been one hell of a year In my own shoes But I got some questions for you
-Did it hurt by Nevershoutnever
Did it really hurt when I do feel this way?
A short answer, yes, it hurts very much. I know why. Everyone knows why. I just want to run and hide it away. But everytime I run, I will end up falling. Falling badly.
Reality has made me not sleep. I can't sleep at all. I do have a bad feeling of sleeping, the next morning. What will reality do to me again? Break my heart twice or maybe thrice. Oh god knows what.
I had to do a composition for myself and randomly choose a topic on a book. It was learning to accept death. The truth is it's really hard to accept it. Although how many times you say you will be really okay. But it isn't.
I'm all worried because i'm afraid to know what will happen the next day. I know i'm really tired but tears really can't stop rolling down every night. Although there's a fake smile at night or totally unspoken with.
Times have been really rough for me but i'm really praying for a change. I do really need to breakdown slowly but can someone be in class with me. I'm afraid to be lonely because if I talk to someone the possibility is I will not cry and I will show abit of smile on my face. Although how freakingly hard is it now.
Gotta try to sleep but hope that everything will be okay next month.
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
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♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
