BLOW ME AWAY

♥Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I know that you, you are busy living your own life
I can't make you, make you give me all of your time
But I just wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way

So let's go back now to the times that were fun
I'm so sick of the lies that someone else's mind has won
I don't care what they think,
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave

-Let's go back by Everyday Sunday

See i'm such a stupid girl! Stupid girl!Sighs.

This is what happens if I don't sleep properly. I am so dumb. Maybe now is a good time to turn over a new leaf again. Akmal has told every teacher i'm not coming back for the next teacher's day. This type of things needs lots of practiced.

No reasons to cry now although how much it hurts the most. Everytime I hear something about Mercy Relief or something else. My heart just sinks. I'm not stupid eventually. I'm actually quite smart. And I try to make all my answers have alittle of common sense.

Maybe this incident really made me, wake up! Just wake up... Sighs. Today I was really sick. My body is acheing like every minute. Stupid running nose and sore troat. I should have gone to school but I think I would collapse in class. So I slept the whole day. Went to the doctor around 4 pm.

Akmal such a "kaypoh"... I'm not swearing this fasting month. But seriously, he's so kaypoh. I was like so pissed with him just now. You wouldn't know how embarassed I was. My head was heavy and body acheing. Waited for mum for 20 minutes near the MRT.

Then after going doctor went to buy food to break fast.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[8:11 PM]

Missing you all day long