Tell me that you love me and it'll be alright. Are you thinking of me? Just come to me tonight You know I need you Just like you need me Can't stop, won't stop, I must be dreaming. Can't stop, won't stop, I must be dreaming.
-I Must Be Dreaming by The Maine
Mad as a hatter.
Well people, i'm not in a relationship, I don't like everyone right now and I just love my friends. All my guy friends are brotherly-sisterly love, not more than that. Well not all of them. Most of them are just friends. Why do people get the wrong perception. I'm totally pissed okay, with all this pms and s-stupid St Pats thing. I'm not in love. No let me make it straight, I don't like anyone right now.
Well, i'm now in this pre-mature stage again, well I do need to study and i'm not interested in anyone right now. Well this message goes to you-know-who-you-are. Well, I got lots of celebrity crushes so just to make it straight. I'M SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE! Better.
Okay now back to me.
Well, sighs, I have ask myself to keep calmed but the truth i'm not. Still crying alone. All alone. Maybe my mind was right, that I should have gone to my grandma's house. So the truth is I've been crying while studying.
I just need to be myself. I don't feel like going out anymore. What I meant was with my primary school friends because my life now has this new perceptive with all this secondary friends. I know how much I miss primary school friends. But that's how I feel right now. I feel like I was completely being used last time. When the time, I was so stupid, young and guilty.
So what? Well, let's not talked more about primary school. Well, Nurul was just sms me. Saying to get over it. "Well, honestly Nurul, I can't get over it? It may take a year. You're my bestfriend, you can help me right?"
Well now what, whose not very tired like. I've been studying like mad that I really can't remember how I got to my grandparent's house. I will sms my cousin later to see if I went home with him. I hope it was really him.
Why,oh why? Everytime i'm alone, all I think was him. I will put him in my prayers. He's gone. I don't know I feel right now. But to tell you the truth, there is crappy feelings right now. Painful. Hurt and etc. Well let's just concentrate on exams then after that can cry as long as I want.
Dear readers,
I want to tell the truth. The truth is I can't be alone. I need a friend to be with me. It's hard to get over it. Sometimes I feel like school is the safest area for me. I can't feel anything of happiness right now while writing these. Well, life sucks right now and I really admit it. I need to consult an adult right now. Maybe a teacher would be fine. Well, I just need a hug from everyone.
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
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♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Tell me that you love me and it'll be alright.
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
