I'd like to make myself believe
The planet Earth turn slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
-Fireflies by Owl City
I felt presence last night.
Althought nowadays, I tend to cry myself asleep while listening to my walkman phone, I did felt presence last night. I got to say it was an angel trying to calm myself to sleep. I know all of these might say it's not true but the thing it's true.
While Akmal was watching Harry Potter I on the other side, was crying until my left hand starts shaking, it could not be stop even how hard I tried it to stop but it still kept shaking. I can't move because I felt some triying to hold my legs really tightly trying to sleep. I don't think it was one but maybe there was two.
It hold my hand while trying to sleep. My hand on the pillow while holding onto someone while on the hand, someone trying to calm me to sleep. Then 5 minutes later, "Akmal someone is holding my hand. "
"It's got to be the nerve."
I really disagree when he said that. I went back to that same position and that person touched my hand again. I remove my ear piece and spectacles and then soon I went to sleep but that didn't end.
For the whole night the presence was with me calming me to sleep and it woke me up to pray. I have to say it was quite shocking but I was really calmed maybe some people I still worried about me on how I behave this days. How do they know i'm still upset? I wonder. I have given up on healing songs as for now but I hope they don't give up on me.
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
