♥Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Close your eyes, close my eyes
Slide the cotton off of your shoulder
And feel the shine, feel the shine
I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line,
oh I'll try
Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends
It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

The Bird and the worm by Owl City

I'm so sorry for your loss. I am really am.

Today I really felt empty. Felt of sadness. I didn't want to go for the visit because i'm not ready to face another one. Although I am not close to this one but I was close to the previous one before him.

Seeing a family member losing someone who is very important to them makes me sad. I still do remember the 5 months ago incident. The one that I was really upset to admit to my firends how sad I was and my sadness was really obvious to others.

The only thing I want to say to god is this. Ya Allah, please don't take anyone of whom I know nor my family members away from me. I really don't want them to leave me. I do want to know why everyone is leaving. I do want to see them again. Well, I do see them in my dreams, and their replies are "Soon." How soon will I see them again?

Well, I really don't know what to say. All I could say is that Akmal is the only one that I had my heart-to-heart conversation although I know I don't trust him that much

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:07 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


♥*TOOTS*

Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


♥Leave a massage here

hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .


♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



♥buddies

Zarifah's other blog
2/2 '09♥
SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



♥MEMORIES

  • February 2008
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  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
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  • February 2009
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  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
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  • November 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • June 2011
  • July 2011


  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.