BLOW ME AWAY

♥Saturday, December 5, 2009

Not going to post any songs but just feel like updating today's subject.

I am...

I will not going to used this kind of things like I am a girl...I will just have to explain why I feel like these.

I am a girl whose sensitive about the subject money. It is this because I hate when people do money talk around me especially adults. I have tried everything to avoid it. Money isn't my main concern at this age so far, it has been how I behave around people and how I plan my future. Well, dad, I'm begging ya please stop talking about money around with me. I'm a teenager not an adult yet.

I am someone who hypnotisied herself to sleep. I do believe there is my other side of myself whose hypnotising me. Every night, since after the worst of myself, there has been someone hypnotising me. Well, I tend to cry myself to sleep but as I cry my hands will go up and it will stop at the position. I can't put it down as it is really difficult. Then I do feel someone really touching my hands and someone stroking my hair as I fall asleep. I will wake up in the middle of the night but yet there will be someone holding my legs trying to calm me down.

I am someone who is able to cry to whatever songs I listen to although it is happy or not. Like wise, sometimes as I listen to a happy song, I tend to cry at night. Even like this song an example Cooking Cooking by Super Junior- Happy. It's supposed to be very funny song, I still do cry. Seriously, I do.

I am someone who keeps on saying that I want to be multilingual. Seriously, I have told this to my friends alot of time. I say I want to learnt korean and chinese because if I am fluent, I could go to Korea or even China to further my sudies. Well I have a few more reasons why actually.

I am someone who loves korean stuffs without a reason. I have wrote korean stories like you know a fanfic about my favourite korean singer from SNSD, Seohyun. Since she is popular but really quiet. So I have written alot but I keep it private. So go find it yourselves.

Okay that's all.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[9:50 PM]

Missing you all day long