The only thing I can give is this song All I have is this voice Even if this makes you laugh But I still sing I hope you accept it
-This song by 2am
I'm a crazy girl. Not crazy maybe a little sick. Will I ever bring a bad report after the doctor's appointment. Sometimes, maybe you should not leave me alone. I'm scared most of the time.
Dear Class,
Please don't caused any trouble. I think I will go crazy anytime soon or maybe my symptoms would be shown. People might know about and I would go for councelling which I refuse myself from going. I as a Student Leader is responsible when the teachers isn't around. Just do me a favour, please turn over a new leaf, I thought I would see the class how I would imagine it to be. The Class-Perfect but I think I got it all wrong. I'm not going to give up but I just want you guys to be good and listen to the teacher's advice. Don't cause any problems.
From, Zarifah
Temptation is really crazy. I hold a packet of panadols last night. Had tears in my eyes. Things in my head ask me to go out of the house and up to the last floor. I keep on crying to every song that is on my walkman. Whether how funny is it.
Everyone's crazy. Damn! Sometimes why is my feelings so numb. I try not to cry although there's an urge that I have to cry no matter what.I feel guilty more often. Ms Liza, I do need your help. Please listen to whatever I have to say. I can't help myself.
There are questions that do run through my head.
What happens if they prescribe me medication? Will I ever be able to sleep like normal now? What if I still need the sleeping formula? What would others think of me if I told them the truth?
It's hard okay. If you think that I do have a simple life. I don't okay! I admit it I don't have a simple life. It's hard being me especially when you are stuck in the position that I am in now.It's twice or maybe triple times as painful as you expect it to be. Sometimes when the people as "Are you okay?'
It's really hard to say "I am okay." although the truth is you are not. I try to hide it still away from everyone. Everyone, the thing is, there may be ups and down in life but everything that you will try. Please don't hide it away like me. Please tell it to anyone. I'm all stress up and crazy both at the same time. Please oh please don't ever refer me to any mental instituate.
I love you guys! 3.3 HWAITING! Change to a better person!
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
