♥Thursday, January 28, 2010

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like a smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is gonna cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(Say Goodbye)

-Haru Haru by Big Bang

My First time, I sincerely admit that I do have depression.

These emotional pain that i've been suffering will come to an end. I hope. It was today, I went to General Hospital with my mum. My family doctor referred me there so I do admit that I have depression.

The thing is I do blame myself for blaming that I didn't told anyone about it. If the next day you do want to sepak me, then you have every rights to do it. I do have lost interest in blogging. After the doctor it is soon developing.

I do want to say sorry to my best friend. Nurul,Denise and Sufi. Sorry for troubling you guys. Ever since, I been really very pompous towards you right? I'm really sorry. It's all my fault. I have been neglecting you right? I'm sorry, it's all my fault.

I want to say sorry to my class 3.3 2010. I do know that I have been the worst student leader. I know you guys always think I sided the teacher instead of you. Well, you are right. I do side the teachers and i'm sorry about that.

Pills, pills, pills.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:30 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


♥*TOOTS*

Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


♥Leave a massage here

hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .


♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



♥buddies

Zarifah's other blog
2/2 '09♥
SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



♥MEMORIES

  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • November 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • June 2011
  • July 2011


  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.