Mommy,are we going to die today?
No one will bother us
There's not even a reason to waste any time
(Sometimes) We could be far from each other
(With the same heart) The same heart as one, dreaming the same dream
Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you
-I want to dream with you(Forever) by SNSD
Today was the day that most likely predict that the world will end. Maybe that movie 2012 was real. Now exactly in Singapore I do feel a punch in the heart. I do feel a bad punch that Singapore is going to be gone. I know you will not believe me but it's okay.
Might as well, I just end my life. I can't stay in this world. It's really crazy. Why didn't I believe the voices that this was going to happen? I just put them aside. They knew it better. Stupid
Zarifah. Stupid. You're just so stupid. You're stupidity just struck you today.
I just hope that nothing is going to happen to my family. Just before these world goes, can I ask something from my grandfather because my birthday will be soon so the mid of March. He will ask me.
Grandfather,
I know I'm one of your favourite grandchildren but can I ask you for something?
Can I have an LG Chocolate BL40 for my birthday or that LG Cyon Maxx phone. Please. Just for my birthday. Thank you. I love you. And and can you share the gift with Bik-bik,Paman-paman, Nenek, Iman and Nadrah because it's going to be expensive. If best, share it with my parents too excluding mom because she's paying for my UK trip.
Love,
Zarifah
Okay now. I'm seriously stress. This depression. It always is destrupted with the world issues. I am going for my next check up this Wednesday. Spending my whole day at the hospital. Sighs. I wish you guys could be there. I love you! I just want to sleep normally. Without pills, without crying myself to sleep at night
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
