I cried alot because of you(I cried every night) I laughed alot because of you(Because of you) I believe in love because of you(Woah boy) I lost everything because of you I'm speechless,suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
-Because Of You by After School
The truth about me for the past few weeks.
It's true that i'm suffering from it. Is just that I don't have the courage to tell everyone in the world that I do have it. It is the depression. Well, loss my interest in blogging is one thing that I was worried about. I do still cry now. I just don't want to tell my parents that I still do it.
Although it has been killing me, the things around me asking me to kill myself. I did have thoughts about killing myself before and sometimes now. I''m sorry mom and dad. I'm really trying hard right now. Really sorry.
My teachers, I wish you could go through this with me. I'm really depressed, I just need your help. I am a slave but i truely accept myself, teacher. Please understand how I feel and be in my position. The emptiness is one thing. With the medicine it really hurts not to be my unusual self. I want to be my usual self. Love myself before the date that used to be before August 30 , 2009. I want to be the cheerful girl who love everyone in this world. Now, i'm really don't know if they truely love me.
I want to say "I love you"sincerely to my seniors and my junior even to my best friends. I'm scared of the word depression that I don't want others to think that I'm such a mentally ill girl. I'm not okay. I have no courage saying i'm great or i love myself.
It hurts my heart everytime. I do hear things very distracting things. Please give me patient
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
I cried alot because of you(I cried every night)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
