♥Friday, May 7, 2010

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy you were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery
Therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy you were never a friend to me
and you can choke on your misery

Therapy by All time low

I may be the only one who is suffering in class but does not mean I can't control myself. Well I actually I do.

Two sides of world that is confusing.

One is the councellor and the other is the psychlogist. Well these two are supposed to help me along the way but i'm just so confused now. Well i'm starting back my art therapy for myself. Well art therapy, is going to be hard as for so long I have never hold the pencil and drew before.

Back to the point.

Councellor:

Although my uncle is dead, I can continue move on with my life

while

Psychologist:

Just imagine that your uncle is alive okay.

I really swear that I don't know who to choose. Well I want myself to imagine my uncle is alive but I also do have to help myself to accept the fact that he isn't alive. Big time, ZARIFAH! Well I did cry alot yesterday because I wrote a letter to my uncle. Yes I did. This time a second one. Well, I can't show it to you.

I'm just so tired. I swear I'm damn tired that's all. I feel all so sleepy right now. I always wake up the middle of the night and can't sleep at night. I think today and tomorrow will be the day that I would sleep and not feel tired the next day.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[7:40 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
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01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



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Nell
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    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.