BLOW ME AWAY

♥Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Won't you ask me why i send you a letter?
A message from someone's homepage is more common
Holding my pen, maybe i won't be able to express my feelings right
I feel like i can't do this in another way
It was very hard when i loved you
Nothing could ever be like i wished
I promised myself that I wouldn't bother you again
Even if I wait until I die, you won't come

Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now
The memories and remembrances, i'll forget them all
I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love
From my heart

-Goodbye my Love by 8eight

I just want to write in a song dedication about how I feel.

Thinking of you by Katy Perry
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?

I guess second best
Is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center

How do I get better?
Once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish
In the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth, oh
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know

'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you, thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night?
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

LOVE,
Zarifah

[3:28 PM]

Missing you all day long

I keep remembering the day at the grave

Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly?
Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
my eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us..

Without a heart by 8eight

I just want to go back the same place that I was last week. My teacher told me not to feel depressed. What do you know, when you feel so high just now, your mood can drop as low as this. I just want to visit him again.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[4:35 PM]

Missing you all day long