♥Tuesday, July 27, 2010

When you laught I feel good too, even when you say you're just pretending
The day when I wait for you
The night when I miss you, you bring me happiness

Even when I'm alone it's okay
If I can just see you
I'm always behind you
I'm always looking out for you, but it seems like I have to share

Good person by Super Junior

Do you know that when you look at bubbles it relieves your stress?
Yes. I am aware of that.

Why am I not aware that you hurt your mom's heart just like that when I say I give up. The truth is I do really want to give up. Everyday praying and thanking god is what I always do. Zarifah you are damn stupid you know, you hurt everyone's heart including your own bestfriend. You always tell your bestfriend that you give up. Oh great it's 5.30 pm. It's when I always say I want to give up.

Can I ask you a question that I hope none is angry about. What happens one day, I sacrifised my own life? I feel okay about it. Today I almost fainted near the traffic light to tell you the truth, once in awhile when you look at cars passing by so fast. Sometimes there is this feeling that you just have to crossed the road just like that. It was just a headache looking at the cars that passed by. As a person who is suffering from grieving I do feel like just dashing across the road like that. The truth is I did that but was stopped by a woman. She of course scolded me but I told her that I was not feeling well and thought that light was green.

What I did was pretty stupid. My body is aching right now. I just want to get out of this house and get on a random bus and stopped far away from home. Where will I go? I don't know. Maybe near the graveyard. I'm okay going anyway actually but getting caught will be a hard thing for me to cope.

Sorry mom, but I just give up...

LOVE,
Zarifah

[5:13 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
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♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


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Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


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♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



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Zarifah's other blog
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SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



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  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.