♥Wednesday, September 1, 2010

only you even if the world breaks in half for me it's
you no matter how much I think I only want you it's the truth (everybody know that i love you)
i love you, you, nod your head and tell me, you, "if it's you It's okay"
You baby... open your lips and answer me now

-Love U by Seo In Guk

Fate has spoken. You just went like that, without saying goodbye no last words, nothing. You just drowned in the sea like that. I had a thousand words to say to you when I met you again. Do you know how sad I am now? God made me like this because I didn't want to move from the spot I was at. Seriously I don't wanna move a single move at all.

To "some" friends,

Why do you treat me like crap. Am I crap to you? Doesn't meant I cried on that day means that you could talk about me behind my back. If you want to tell everyone that I'm sick go ahead and tell. I know you were busy on that day but I don't know how to explain but my moods were upside down. I J.U.S.T don't know what to say about you. I thought you were called "friends" and "best friends"...I seriously don't recognisied you anymore.

Dear Uncle,

I did not forget about you. I remembered your death anniversary. I remembered to pray for you. I did my best to remember you. I did not see you for a year but I remembered to remind everyone to pray for you. Things went well in the morning but in the afternoon, it did not went well. You were there. You saw me doing this things for you not because I want to but out of I love you. I'm just said that my brothers could not do it with me and my mom was sick that night. They couldn't do it with me. I just wanted to see you again. Last year, when I went to your house, you're body wasn't back from Manila. I remembered the phone call, it was exactly 8.30 pm. Where my brother and mom was not at home. I was awaiting for them to be home. I wanted to run away after I recieved the phone call.

Why did you do this to me, dear god? I pray,love and thought about you. I didn't forget a second about you.

LOVE,
Zarifah

[6:10 PM]

Missing you all day long


♥biography

Photobucket Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
School: SACSS
Birthday: 8 April
email/msn: queensquickynholly@yahoo.com.sg, zarifahaliah@hotmail.com
♥Tunings


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



♥Adore

My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!


♥*TOOTS*

Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts


♥Leave a massage here

hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .


♥Simple wishes

01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)



♥buddies

Zarifah's other blog
2/2 '09♥
SAC Angklung Band♥
Letitia
Jade
Mama
Amrun,Nana and Jeffri
Charlotte
Merissa
Emma
Elleyana
Florence
Ms. Sonia...the teacher
Namira
Sherilyn
Rachael
Nell
Mavis
Regine
Danielle
Benjamin
Fazerah
Syafiah
Eleanor
Claire
Priscilla
Pei Ling
Kimberly
Ngo Laam
Angelica



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  • ♥thanks

    by (C)runaway-now
    images: I II III IV V
    brushes: I II
    image edited from Photoshop CS2
    i told you NOT to rip, or i`ll come after you with a nuclear bomb.