M.I.A for awhile You make me cry (You) The reason I live on Please don’t leave me Just tell me why (why) Oh wipe my tears tell me I’m so crazy (yeah) Scream out call out (call out) Loudly yell out call out (call out) This is not the end It hurts so much ah ee yah Surge call out (call out) Please don’t throw me away baby
-Cry by Mblaq
I'm just crazy. I was not crazy 2011. I am still not prepared. I don't accept the future. Every minute that passed, I get sicker. I had the worst dream last night. I dreamt that I was in the hospital and the doctor had to do an operation because of my gastric. Then, I woke up. Seeing my little brother in the toilet vomiting. He is sick too. He is not that kind of sick like me but just sick because of gastric.
Well, 2011 why must you come? I'm just sick and tired hearing that a close one passed away. Well i'm just sad okay. Feeling emotional in the new homeschooling religious class. But at least I learnt something. I was quite depressed when the ustaz says that when we don't believe in GOD, it's like someone blind and who does not see the world and why is he created. And most of them who does not believe actually commits sucide.
To me, I don't want to be that girl who does not believe in god because I do believe in god. It's just that I don't accept fate. I just want to give up because I don't want to suffer from the pain. Now I'm just reflecting alot.
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
