Hi all. I know you might be probably wondering where was I? I'm like so busy nowadays that I don't have the time to blog at all.
Well, it just sucks to be me. I don't know why but I just find myself problematic. Insanity. It is everywhere. Sometimes I feel proud of myself without a reason. If you want to find me, go find me on twitter @Zarifahthename, I'm more active on twitter compared to blogs. Okay, the reason why I blog today cause I know the reason, it's because i'm frustrated with alot of things. I feel so unwanted in class, no like the class don't need me like I'm a student councillor of the school, I check for things like uniform and no used of handphones in class. It seems that i'm considered not a role model anymore. The class does not need me.
I just feel bored when the class does not need me. The job I does is what I love the most. Every morning before assembly check the uniform and attire of the students. I know I'm weird but that is what I love to do. I also love to the most serious things like stop students from using their handphone.
Well secondly, I just feel like complaining about myself for not being that hardworking enough. Well, I get sick easily and I hate it. I get fever due to stress and the fever is like high. I just hate it then that is when I throw up. I feel like being used by my body. It's like I have bulimic symptoms when I throw up and now when I cough it takes a bit bloody but blood does not go out. It's just the flavouring. Blood taste abit salty right? I feel that my blood pressure is very low. I feel that that there is heatburn in my body. Sometimes I feel like passing out.
Oh thirdly is not a complain, but I'm pretty excited to go for an audition. Well, it's not an audition but go to Alpha entertainment and tell them seriously that I want to become what I want. I just want to use my talent for once. I ofcourse not going alone. Well, I'm scared but I really hope they do approve. I'm going to prove to my CCA teacher(i'm no longer in) that I'm talented and not talent wasted.
Well, that's all. I know it short but I do have study. Good bye then!
Adios!
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
