I started to be grateful nowadays. From my experience and now from depression. I see a brighter me. Things does not go well when my friends tries to ask me to do things to help myself. As a friend, please do not think that I'm sick. I'm actually not sick. I guess. Things have gotten better from last few months.
I'm happier. You do see a happier me, right? Please do not spoil me. I would not allow you to spoil me and affect me. I'm sorry but for once I have the right to say this. I think you are nothing to me but just a friend so don't make me sympathize you. I am like a man in a girl's body. I can be sensitive but I don't show it to you. I get upset but now I have learnt to control it and just walk away.
This "friend" I'm talking about is close to us. I guess you do know her but you do too get annoyed by her.
The contract for myself:
I, Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli.
1.Promise to get well and do very well for my N levels and O levels.
2.Never get into a relationship.
3. To get really well!
4. Would never forget you all as friends. Eventhough, next two years I may study abroad.
Signed,
Zarifah.
If I failed to succeed it, I will punish severely. I promise whatever it is I will try my best no matter what. Like the man says "To the Best!"
My friends
Smiles
Cute people
Bestiest!
All time low
Panic At the Disco
FTSK!
Nevershoutnever
The downtown fiction
My guitar,Ryro
My carebear,Danny!
♥*TOOTS*
Aliff Aziz
Sluts
Biatch
To be jealous
Peverts
♥Leave a massage here
hello. recommended http://www.cbox.ws .
♥Simple wishes
01-Someone
02-Pass my EOY exams
03-a new friend for my carebear
04-meeting people from other countries
05-being a personal tourguide to The downtown fiction and more!
06-Loving alot of people even more(fufilled already but still continue)
07-An Ipod Nano
08-Working for MTV Asia or 98.7 fm in the future
09-A new phone(fufilled already)
Name:Zarifah Aliah Bte Zulkifli
